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Princess Tessy - The Princess Diary - February 2003 February 27 14:54 I will have to leave Internet a while. Maybe short time, maybe a long time, maybe forever. I am so sad and confused i cant even pretend to be happy. I hope to come back as soon as possible to share smiles and positivity, but this may also be the last thing i ever write here. I dont know. I will try to get happier as quick as possible, if possible. For now i just leave friendly *hugs* to every positive person who has been around here for so many months. I truly appreciate you being here with me, Mr Bear, and the smiles. Last and most important, a *BIGHUG* to my best friend Laverne. February 25 20:29 I am so upset with one person today i can write nothing except an angry  and a sad  ... What else can i write? One of the two internet friends, has talked my BEST friend into believeing i am not worth their friendship. I will write nothing more about this until i am  again. But perhaps i create a page about it, because it truly sucks how things can turn out sometimes. I have not been this upset for a whole year!  February 24 23:50 I have nothing much to write about today. It has been nice sunny weather, and now in evening me and Mr Bear share *hugs* and see tv. When i looked around some webpages an hour ago though, i noticed something very strange. Good internet friends who suddenly and for no apparent reason, turn their backs on me. Well it seems that way, and if it is true then i know one thing... quick thinking followed by quick acting, often makes wrong decisions happen. Anyways, i will not think about that until i hear something from them, because i sure dont dump a good longtime friend in one day and with absolutely no explanation. If true, it is an insult. Oh well... one thing i do know about these type of things, is that tomorrow or in a week maybe, the friends who thought too little and made wrong decisions, maybe regret it all. Who knows? I dont. All i know is that if these good friends turned their backs on me for something stupid, i will not bother to get any new good internet friends. Well so much about that...  The Happy World is not bothered too much by this yet, Mr *hug* Bear is still happy and so am i. February 23 19:20 I havent done much today, mostly played the simcity game. Now i should make something for me and hugfriends to eat and after that something else. My city is growing and gets really slow building in it. So i returned a little to the fun of looking for computer things. Well, seriously it will be mostly looking because i am not sure it is clever to buy a new superfast computer. I found the newest graphics cards, GeForec FX cost like... over 600$ if i order one today. And the other new fastest things would cost heaps of Mr Bears taxes. So no hurry with those things. I did see a pictures from Morrowind with the new expensive video card though, amazing. Anyway, i think for game graphics i would notice a positive change if i get one of the cheaper things. But i probably dont bother buying computer things, i want other things more than that. And well, if the Sim City game is a bit slow, i have time to wait... but what i thought is, if i get a newer computer graphics thing, it can go into my not so very new computer brainy. Then maybe some later time i get a newer computer. But i actually happened to find something much cheaper than computerthings today, wich would probably be useful in the modeling photo corner. Or it isnt that yet, but i got that idea once for the space in storage room. Most important will be lights, because there is no windows in the storage room i got some month ago to put away a few things. When i got idea to make a good photo corner for clothes modeling and such (to my fansite) i read a lot about photography lights. I found serious photo studio lights that cost very much. So not an option for me. Instead i read a hint on some website, that one can use construction site lamps instead. Those use same strong halogen lamps and are very much cheaper. Well, i happened to see such things in one of the annoying advertisings that dropped into my little castle today. Under 20$ for 500W of light. With two i am sure it is enough light for a photo corner, 1000W light should almost be enough to replace sunshine. Sunshine is ofcourse the best light, i want summer! It has been nice warm winter weather here in the happyworld lately so i have been out walking around a lot to some friend and whatever. Now i dont know what to write so instead of sitting here thinking about what to write, i go make some delicious waffles for me and the hugfriends. February 22 14:41 Finally i created a beginning on the games pages. So click to Games if you want to get the Sim City 4 Happy World Region to play on. There is also some things i wrote about my own city. I could write more things here, but now i will instead dive into the game and try to create a nice big beach for the citizens. February 21 14:08 Mr Bear! *hug* February 19 19:31 Mmm. Today i made soup for dinner. Or i didnt really cook it myself, it was only a pre-made soup i put into boiling water. Before i got a boring cold some day ago i remembered i dont eat soups often, and i know some are very nice. So i got two different wich i recognised and next time i make soup i will also have fresh home baked breads with it. Mmm. Today i ate an Italian vegetables soup, the Minestrone. I think this weekend i try to make a nice soup dinner with my home baked breads, and maybe some nice dessert, so hungry citizens in the Happy World can visit kitchen and try my cooking. Well, i dont think anyone invented how to share scents or really eat something through the Internet yet. But people with imagination can probably eat something i cook anyway. And well, it could maybe inspire someone who doesnt get ideas what to eat. I am not really a great cook but i like nice food, and since eating is something i have to do every day, some days i try to think of extra nice food. Soups are cheap too, maybe not like these pre-made soups i bought, but if one buy vegetables and whatever else, chicken, meat or something, and do everything like peeling carrots and things, then it is i think mostly quite low cost food. And same with home baked bread, they are a lot cheaper than bread from shops, and home baked also tastes much better. Bla bla bla... i just thought i should write about other things than computerworld a little. I dont yet know when homepage and fansite can be all ready. I planned to open fanpages again March 1 but i dont know if my slow typing fingers can get that done. Anyway... i have seen two documentary tv programs lately. One was about sex, the other about gold mining in Ghana (Africa). The program about sex was quite interesting. Some people had tested how we humans really choose partners. I think most people know that the surface and looks are (too) important now. So most people look for the pretty people, the rich people, and so on. That is one thing. But does everyone know why we do that? Is it only because we want a pretty partner or lots of moneys. Not really. There is a basic animal-like reason for that way to think. Both men and women want a partner who is the best possible, to get healthy children and help them grow up safely and good. Anyway, they also tested something special with scents. It is all in our noses... well it seems to be. Maybe perfumes and after shave scents changes that, i didnt quite get if the body scents are noticed even through other things. Anyway, so they had 6 women sleep with a t-shirt two nights. Then the t-shirts were frozen and later put in closed containers. The idea before the experiment? To see if a nose can pick out the best suitable genes in opposite gender so the children will have maximum resistance to health problems. Did it work? Well yes, the professor smelled six tshirts and ordered them all perfectly! Amazing. So now why do i think about that with perfumes and things... well, if our best life partners should be found mainly by body scent. If perfumes and things hide that scent too much, does that cause worse health over the years, and is that why so many relations dont work forever? Hmm. Oh well now i am probably writing too much of my thoughts here. I think a lot and like to see documentary programs sometimes. I also like to see movies and funny tv programs, animal programs and things too. There was other experiments in the sex documentary too, but i dont remember it all and write too slow on computer anyway so i cant write a half book here. The other documentary was not really something i want to write about in the Happy diary. Let me just write here that it is SO SAD how rich countries use and abuse poor countries. While rich countries support huge gold mining companies in Ghana, the population gets nothing good from it. They are forced to leave their villages, the water gets polluted with cyanide and well... what they had filmed was scary. The people who worked at the mines were very agressive when they wanted to ask questions and film things. And well... they took some of the (once clean) water in bottles back to the rich companies who support the ruthless gold mining. They asked the big company boss if he would want to drink the water from Ghana. He said no. Well, two bosses said no thanks to the water. But they are, because of greed, indirectly responsible for the suffering in those villages and extreme pollution of the land. All my hugfriends agree with me, that sucks. A lot of things in the real world suck. So there. Now i got that out. Back to the smiles. I could write a whole book with my thoughts about the world and why things are the way they are, maybe i should do that. I will not write about this too much here, but seriously what is the purpose of the 3G mobile phones. Does anyone really need them? Nooooo.... but the businesses have to sell new things all the time, and not only that, they need to sell more and more of them. I will not buy a 3G phone. They cost a lot and why on earth should i get a small phone that can send digital pictures and sound? Hmm... no i prefer to have a mobile phone wich is a phone. Wich reminds me about another documentary about mobile phone radiation and how it affects human cells and with the phones, especially the brain. Scary? Yes, it was scary to see a lot about that. Because nobody knows for sure yet, if the things that happen are dangerous. Now i am going to do something else than computer writing. I think after the vegetable soup dinner, my Garfields would smile more if i go and buy some cookies and milk for us all. February 18 16:43 Oh no! I just started Sim City 4 to play it a while. I have created a Happy World map to play on, but all areas were the biggest size. I thought to change some areas to smaller sizes wich is in a small 16x16 image file. My city size image had only blue, i know if i make some pixels green or red there will be smaller city areas to play on too. But what happened after i painted some little green in the left of that file? The whole Happy World dissapeared! I had made one big city wich was going fine and growing, now it is all gone. I have a copy of the map so i can start from empty land again, but what a mistake to do this was... anyway, i have the map copy also to put it in a webpage soon so others who want can play on it. This time i will just let the areas stay big and i guess i have to start building cities from nothing again. I think my city had over 50000 people living in it, and i had built a nice castle there where i could live. February 18 00:13 I am better now after two boring headache days. So tomorrow i continue creating my new dresses, it takes a lot of hours only to cut all the pieces for them. And maybe i also can make something new in homepage. Now i will just go to bed and sleep. February 15 14:55 I am so happy today. I was in city and happened to see a 25% off regular price on the fabrics i mostly use for my gowns. Wee! So i went inside shop and spended some of Mr Bears taxes, i dont think he will mind when i have created dresses and show the king. There wasnt so many colours to choose from that had enough fabric left, so i could only get for 2 new dresses. I had wanted a purple too, but there wasnt enough fabric left on that roll so... but anyway, i got pink and sort of wine red colours. And i still have light purple from last summer wich i have not yet used. So guess i will be busy cutting fabric and sewing for a while now. But it is fun and when done i have some more clothes to choose from. I will try and create the links to new parts in homepage today, and then i can also make the Shop if someone would want a similar dress as the princess. Oh there is so much i would want to create in the Happy World webpages but i type slowly on computer so creating is a bit slow. Well those who look around here will see what happens. Now i have to eat something. February 14 22:04 Oh no, i visited a friend today and thought i could buy a nice little valentines cake on my way home. But they were all sold, so i have none to share with everyone. But i can at least write a nice *hug* to all nice people who want one this day. I found one of the small valentine cakes from last year, it has been frozen until today so if you hurry you can share it with Mr Bear. Me and the hugfriends think of all nice people who maybe feel forgotten today. *hug* So did the princess get anything today? Not really, but i am happy with hugs from my hugfriends. February 13 20:16 Oh no, the second half of day isnt so fun anymore. I got a boring headache and think i now ask Mr Bear to use his soft nice paws and take care of my head. He has helped some times. I will make some nice food for me and hugfriends first so we dont fall asleep hungry. About the simcity game map, i spent half a day creating a Happy World map. I thought today a little more how to make my homepage have the things it should, and one part will be for games. I dont play many computer games, but those two i found so far i think are worth all the hours. And well, the live picture should come back some more hours. I have thought to maybe create a small Shop also. Not much there, but i thought i could put more information about the dresses i create there. I know some think the Happy World princess fashion would be nice for prom or some spring ball too. I even thought, maybe i will have a competition for girls so someone lucky can win a dress i create for the winner. Only problem is my sewing patterns are only for a few sizes around my own, but well, that is how it is and the pattern i dont think it can be easily found anywhere now. Well maybe even guys could be in that competition, probably not so interesting for guys to win a princess dress and wear it, but it could be a special memory from the Happy World anyway. Oh now my poor head says get away from computer... so i will get away from it. My homepage should get a Music page too probably.February 13 07:56 Good morning Mr Bear. *hugs* I feel extra smiley and happy today. I dont know why, but some days when i wake up i just know this day will be nice. Except the positive waking up, today i should wash some clothes and spend time keeping my little castle nice and clean. But taking care of those things isnt so bad either, it makes a nice difference when done. Sometimes i wanted Mr Bear to go clean up in our kitchen, but he has too short legs and isnt much help with such things. So i let him rest on our cozy sofa today until i get home. *hugs* First thing today will be a nice flowery bubble bath. I remember now the last Valentine day with my hugfriends, we had little cakes and also one for guests. Yes i will go to city and find nice cakes this year too, i think this day is a little too much about "buy this and buy that" but the thought is good, and i dont want anyone to not get any thoughts that day. So me and the hugfriends think of everyone who maybe get no flowers or hugs or such. Come here and get a friendly *hug* and eat a nice little cake tomorrow. Ooops, the Garfields heard my thoughts, they have good ears when my thoughts are about food things... maybe i go and find something nice for me and hugfriends to eat today also. Now i dive into the bath... February 10 22:20 Today i carried home some eatable things, me and hugfriends were so hungry when i came home there was a big *grompf* and suddenly a lot of the food was gone. So now we feel a bit lazy in the castle. Mr Bear is resting with hugfriends in my bed. I thought i could do something more creative than that, so i painted the Happy World map for Sim City 4. It is sort of simple, a big island and a smaller. First i thought to use Bryce program to make a map, but then i just painted in Photoshop instead. I will now test adding a sea with a river from it to coast, and make mountains in the north of island. Then i will see if i can create a great working big happy city on the happyworld. Tomorrow i probably save the files needed to play on the happyworld, it is either a small JPG map or larger zip archive with imported game files. So if others want to build a happyworld this is the map to use. Maybe after some weeks we can compare how the cities developed, maybe mine gets all chaos and not happy. It isnt always easy to rule...  February 09 22:08 [link] I thought i could leave a good link for those who maybe like Sim City 4, so click this and look around. I already learned some useful things there at Simtropolis. February 09 21:30 It has been a strange weekend, i felt tired and lazy since Friday and so i mostly did lazy things. Lazy things dont have to be waste of time though. I guess some would say lying on sofa or bed with Mr Bear close, and thinking about this or that, is wasted time. But i dont think so, because many times i get fun ideas. I often think about life, how i want mine to become, what is important and what isnt important. So yesterday i found me and hugfriends had no food in our little kitchen, i walked to shop and bought cookies. Then me and hugfriends shared them and tried to think happy thoughts. Now there is again no food because i got none yesterday, well maybe i can invent something from the crumbs that are left. Aha! Now i got an idea already, see the fairytale princess knows how it was to once be really poor. So i will just make a cup of tea and bake my special cheap bread. It is just sort of, well i dont know he english word. The simplest bread possible anyway, only flour salt and water, then i make them to flat breads and put them in frying pan. They are nice with only butter on. Ofcourse scones with cheese on or whatever else sandwiches can be more delicious, but the simplest things dont have to be boring because they are simple. Oh well, tomorrow i will go to city and get some things done. I have to visit bank and get Mr Bears taxes treasury filled up with the moneys we saved since new year in our smiling Happy World treasury. Anyway, except thinking lately i play Sim City 4 a lot. I try to build not the biggest city or so, but i want to make a good one wich has no problems and positive economy. It takes hours to make a big city and my computer almost cant handle the high detail graphics when city grows. But well, if someone else who read here like that game then maybe the Happy World should get a small game place. I also like the Morrowind game, i havent played it for a long time now but sometime i will jump back into that world. My first ok city i made didnt get so perfect, and i learned some things too like it isnt really a great idea to try and be 100% environment friendly with wind power for a growing city. It costs a lot and new has to be built often when city grows. So for beginning the dirty coal power is probably better. And well, then i have searched internet and learned putting bus stops in every block is a good idea. It makes for almost no traffic problems in city, and in my second city "The Big Orange" wich i build in New York map... (the big apple? ) then i got quite far. But... i usually kept taxes at 7% wich is start settings. I found late in my second city that citizens dont move away even if i raise taxes to almost 9. And well, that is a big difference per month income with almost 30.000 people. So for third try at making a great city, i will start with dirty coal power, keep taxes higher to get more moneys, and well then i dont know. I guess there isnt any perfect city to build, and there is a whole region to fill with cities... but i like this game so i will learn it good. Ooops, it is getting late i better decide what to do with evening, sleep early, play game, watch tv or maybe go out for a little walk in fresh air. February 07 19:53 So there, after some time of thinking and thinking, i made the new picture page. So what is the tricky things that needed a lot of thinking? Well, it automaticly updates with 2 pictures per day, and counts page views, and countdowns to midnight and the picture change. And yes it also hides the daily pictures so dont bother looking for picture 07a.jpg 08a.jpg 09a.jpg 10a.jpg and so on. I want homepage visitors who maybe are only interested in saving pictures, to stay around here and see the 's often. Now i really have to eat something, i see Mr Bear is hungry too. *hugs* February 05 19:16 I made some first changes in homepage today, now i think i have to rest my brain from computer this evening. Computer brains can do computer things as long as they have electricity, but i really have to rest from computer after every few hours. Maybe i can make more updates on the new pictures page later though. February 03 15:20 There will be some big changes to my webpages later this week. February 02 23:37 Not so much to write about today, but i made some new things in my computer. And i also saved some new (but old) webcamera pictures in a page. Lazy gymnast... *giggles* Well i put them there because i remembered that i forgot (or forgot to remember  ) making new photos with my new purple leotard. I will do that someday and put in the happy computerworld. February 01 23:47 Mmm. 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