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Princess Tessy - The Princess Diary - April 2004
April 30 20:01 Hihi, i found a funny top today in a clothing shop. First when i saw it, i thought i have to have one, then i thought maybe its a bit silly and i cant wear it much... but then i went back and bought it anyway, mostly to make some photo later. 
April 29 15:13 Look. Lady Bear is smiling so much on her own fluffy pillow. Wee! It makes me too extra happy when i can make others happier. Mr Bear has a little work to do today he has to count taxes and take care of our smiley treasure chest with taxes, but now Lady Bear can keep him company close to his green fluffy pillow, wich is also his cozy office. Wonder if any other office work place has nice pillows for sitting on... The purple pillow is bigger than Mr Bear's but they are the same, only Mr Bear pillow has been used so much in our cozy sofa it got a softer and flattened a bit. But that only makes Mr Bear's pillow softer and nicer. Lady Bear will just have to use her pillow a lot and it gets same way, i will help her use it too... 
April 29 12:44 Hmm! One place i dont want to get errors is when i have just finished gathering clothes i want for an order, begin looking for other things i may want to get the same time, and end up with errors and errors before i can add the first additional nice clothes i found. Guess i have to start from beginning again because the 'shopping cart' is surely lost in cyberspace... i found a really cool summery t-shirt though, have to get it. 
April 29 12:16 It seems someone stopped the live camera last night before i went to sleep. It wasnt me so it must have been one of the hugfriends, maybe one of the Garfield cats. Or it could have been me who turned it off a while and forgot to click the Start when it was ok for camera to snoop again... Today i will just be in computer corner, we move live camera to look there a while. Today i decided to order some clothes, just some things for warm summer sun and beaches. As i should have made more on the Citizens webthings before those clothes get here, the Art Gallery can get photos of those things and other clothes too. I dont really always wear long gowns, Lady Bear would want me to do that and to make her happy i would want it too. But at least this summer, i will wear 'commoner' modern clothes in warm days. I just have to visit a second website to order more clothes and things, then i can put brain to work on webthings. 
April 28 17:21 I just got an idea about computer game things. The Far Cry game seems to be very popular, and it is good i liked the single player more because then i sort of get to be a movie hero. That is how it feels like, being part of a movie and getting to be an action hero like the old Rambo or such. Anyway when i earlier was looking for new games to do things with on Internet, i remember seeing text about a car racing game wich is also for internet multiplayer. That could be a fun thing for Happy World if some want to buy (or already have) a new good car racing game and want to compete with me and others. I have to search later for a game, and probably get a steering wheel thingy for computer it is probably useless to drive with keyboard, or maybe the mousie works. I dont know. Anyway car racing is at least not about shooting on each other. I still want to get a superduper computer later, i know it will help to beat all the guys in those shooting games if i dont get slow updates when too much is happening... i didnt want a budget graphics card, but it seems that is what i have.
April 28 11:46 Another day with nice weather outside. But today i will mostly stay home anyway, because i want to get some webthings done. Maybe i should stop writing about my plans for Internet because i am often so slow creating it takes forever... but it depends mostly on how complicated things are to do. Have to do some other things first, especially have a bath. After bath me and hugbears move to computer corner and try to use all out combined braincells to make something happen. 
April 27 21:43 I am so tired after the secret mission. It is great to come home and see two happy hugbears waiting for me with hugs. I already jumped into sleepyclothes and will jump back into bed and *hug* my hugfriends until i sleep. Tomorrow i try to keep thoughts on the Happy World and nothing else. 
April 27 17:08 Going out on an important secret mission... i will probably share some about it later for the curious.
April 27 12:26 So there, now i feel better. I will find someplace to put a webpage about those problems soon because i know it happens to other people too. The BIG question is why isnt IE secure to use, and since it isnt why dont we all just find another webpage browser to use... i know i will be searching for the best other option.
April 27 10:39 Excuse me for not staying with my plans for today... i started by visiting some webpages and thought to write a bit in Diary. Well, i happened to get programs installed in my computer again, WITHOUT me agreeing to it. So once again... what are you DOING Microsoft? This time it was no scary trojan virus capturing every search and logging things. This time it was some search-engine spam thing wich takes over the whole IE and captures some words, and redirects searches to wherever. I found the files. What it also did was modify the Google Toolbar (!) so that even after i cleaned computer with Ad Aware, when i used the Google Toolbar it still had the stupid things. I know because the installed things specificly redirected searches for Ad Aware... how stupid (or desperate!?) can companies or people get to try and earn moneys. Anyway... i will now go out for a walk, then sew pillow for Lady Bear, and then maybe i should never visit other peoples webpages because one never knows when IE lets programs get into your computer, without you agreeing to it. I am a bit annoyed with these things. Just a 'little' bit... I will add a link to Ad Aware on my homepage and the Portal, i suggest everyone, i really do mean everyone, to install it, update it to newest datafiles, and scan your computers. You may very well find Malware, Spyware, Data Miners and whatever else that infected your computer. Stupid.
April 26 23:07 Oops, it looks like i didnt get the same shade of green. I will just order 2 meters of the other similar green shade, wait then a week or two and hope that is same as fabric i got for cloak in first place. I have no idea what to use this slightly darker green velvet for, but i will keep it and maybe i get an idea later. We dont need more green pillows though... anyway i can at least make my surprise for Lady Bear tomorrow. 
April 26 22:31 There are great Trance mixes on DI Radio right now. Link to radio is in my links page. Live from Germany, Mike Hunter, and something cool dancey on the Mixes channel. 
April 26 22:29 Go away candies chocolates and chips... here is a much nicer photo from our cozy bed corner. Lady Bear & Mr Bear think it's nice there. Mr Bear looked at new bedthings with me earlier and wanted those blue covers for blanket because they arent much pink and girly. There is a pillowcase too, it is on my pillow. The other pink pillow is for Lady Bear to sleep on, and the light blue pillow is ofcourse for Mr Bear. Yes my two best hugbear friends have their own pillows, soon their own pillows both in cozy bed and cozy sofa. I dont even have my own big fluffy pillow on the sofa, but after i make one for Lady Bear i can borrow theirs. 
April 26 22:18 Suddenly i wonder if i have the same shade of nice forest green on this extra fabric as it is on the rest of the green cloak... it has to be the same shade, because there is only one piece left to cut, and it will look stupid if one fourth of the cloak outside is darker or another green than the rest. It looked a bit dark when i moved it from washing machine to drier (on low temperature) but i think it will be fine when it is dry. From where i get those velvet fabrics, there are many shades of colours to choose from. I read that sometimes even when ordering same fabrics one did perhaps a few months ago, it can be a bit different anyways, because whatever factory makes them died them slightly different. Oh well... guess i will know tomorrow when i can sew the rest of the green cozy cloak. To avoid headaches i will do the pillow sewing first tomorrow, that should be no problem i just have to tell Lady Bear to not snoop around what i am doing. Then i will go out for a walk again but no long trip like today. Then i probably sew the cloak, and then there should be time for computer too. I thought i save computer and webthings for evening, then if i get a headache from monitor it can go away while i sleep. It is never fun to start a day with headache like today, but at least today it was not so bad after i ate and went out in sunshine. 
April 26 20:10 I went for a long day away from home today, thought i may as well stay away from computer so headache can go away. First i walked to city, met with mom and looked around in shops, ate a little cake in a cafe and such. Then some here and there and walking home i picked up the fabrics. Now i just had late dinner and saw tv news. I should wash fabrics before i use them for the big purple pillow and finishing my cozy green cloak, so i go put them in washing machines. Its a bit late for sewing so i do that tomorrow, Lady Bear looks happy already i think she will like my gift a lot. Then me and hugbears can have supernice times on our sofa. Well i better go put those two fabric pieces in washing machines so they get really clean coming from some storage place, but mostly so they shrink before being used and not after. 
April 26 11:14 I waked up with boring headache today. I will go out for a walk anyway and take home the fabrics so i can sew the pillow for Lady Bear and finish my green cozy cloak. And maybe fresh air helps my poor head, sometimes when not even a headache pill does anything positive, food and a walk in fresh air helps. I am not sure i will be sewing today, because i want to get some webthings updated. But if i have headache rest of day then sewing is a nicer thing to do than staring at a computer monitor. 
April 25 20:03 There are candies and things i got for weekend, i know... it is way too much. I also got two big bottles of nice sparkling soda. And things to make toasted sandwiches for me and hugbears. So far we only got half way into the 1kg of candies in that glass bowl... so if you want a chocolate bar or feel like eating some peanuts or chips just open a bag and enjoy. *hugs* The thing with these things is it doesnt matter if we can eat it all in one weekend, they will be fine waiting in kitchen for a long time. Candy things dont get old as quick as fruits and other things. Anyway the woman in food shop must have thought i shopped for a big party or something, but its all for me and hugfriends. I think this evening we can eat some of the other things, i am already tired of candies... oh, but wait, there are still lots of sandwiches things to use. Guess i will not be hungry for those things today either... but maybe Mr Bear can eat a whole bag of chips. After i waked up today i went back to cozy bed to be with hugbears. Then we thought about a bear named Cocoa who is happy with her friends, a cat and a human. Cocoa was rescued from somewhere (i dont remember) and the kind human took the hugbear home, and now the hugbear got a name and is happy. Great! Thinking of such things makes all of us in the Happy World Castle extra smiley and happy. So there are other Happy Worlds in other places of the world, not just around my home. 
April 25 19:37 Extra nice Sunday. Last evenings tv wasnt much interesting, but hugs were nice as always and candies were yummy too. I bought lots of things, hmm now the computer suddenly got problems guess i have to restart... i connected digital camera and the start meny dissapeared. Stupid computer.
April 24 21:45 After eating sandwiches i dont feel so much like *grompf*-ing lots of chipd and things with hugbears. Hugbears arent much hungry either we will eat lots of *hugs* instead. I got two big bottles of soda though, one is a favourite passion fruits i dont think it will be much left tomorrow hugbears like it too. We will just have lots of nice hugs and see what is in tv. If nothing interesting to look at then we just forget tv and hug each other like sometimes happens after dinner. Its one of the nicest things i know, to just be close to hugfriends and think about positive things. 
April 24 18:10 Picture is old chips and candies, all of it is now gone but it did take more than a weekend to eat it all. Not even a very *grompf* hungry Mr Bear can eat all of that too quickly. This weekend will be similar, and who knows maybe Lady Bear is secretly a mega-*grompf* chips-eater who *grompfs* a whole bag of chips in an hour? 
April 24 18:04 Hugbears are in our cozy bed waiting for a nice evening with lots of hugs. They keep bed warm for us all, i will go and get lots of yummy candies and chips and things for us. It will be like the usual *grompf* evening wich me and Mr Bear sometimes want, with too much Pringles and chocolates and whatever else i can think of. It is nice to do that sometimes, but ofcourse not too often then i would grow out of my clothes and Mr Bear would maybe get bigger too. A bigger Mr Bear wouldnt be bad though, only more of him to *hug* *hug* *hug* I do the sewing for Lady Bear tomorrow, she doesnt know i will suprise her with a nice pillow so doesnt matter if i dont make it today. I found a picture from the *grompf* weekend we had here some weeks ago for ideas what to get from food shop, especially one of two of my favourite chocolate bars. Well my new favourite chocolate isnt in food shop, it is in a special shop wich has luxury chocolates, those are raspberry inside and very yummy, but the orange chocolates that are in food shop are also great. I think Mr Bear wrote in shopping paper piece he wants salty peanuts, and as usual he wants toasted sandwiches so i will make that too. Lady Bear also likes chocolates so i share mine with her ofcourse. I put live camera on so you can visit us in evening, we will be a bit lazy and rest for tomorrows computer creativity. 
April 24 15:12 Boring weather outside make me not want to go outside yet, maybe weather gets nicer so i can walk and get the fabrics. They arent only for a pillow to Lady Bear, also some more green velvet for the cloak wich couldnt be finished. That cloak has a special purpose for future, it has something to do with a long story i wanted to write and had ideas for since years ago. The story will sort of explain the whole Princess thing, why i am here, why i think differently, why am i so tall and look a bit different than average people? I will have to think before i start writing the texts and share them, but i think some people will like them as they open a loose fantasy space where anyone could add to stories. I am not great with english though, so could be a slow thing to do. I also have another idea started, it is going to be a mix of Supergirl, Sailor Moon, and a bit of Xena Warrior Princess. Stories about those cant be in Happy World Library, as they are owned by companies and Taxes make it a bit grey area in law to keep stories about me as those characters there. Anyway, i will just ignore the wellknown superheroes and create my own! The costume isnt exactly finished, it hasnt even been started except a wig wich will be perfect it is one of the things i bought lately to feel a bit happier. My own hero costume will be similar to those heroines costumes, sort of a Sailor Scout costume with the bows and such but with a cape too like Supergirl. I think my superhero will get her power from magic, not from yellow sun like Supergirl. Oh well, i dont know yet it is just an idea and i think Citizens will get to share their opinions later with their Votes. Wich reminds me i should sit in computer corner a bit more and get some of those webthings working. 
April 23 20:14 Hugbears made me fall asleep again after dinner, i just waked up and it is evening. Guess i better visit food shop before it closes and do some other things i had thought to do instead of resting with Mr Bear. It is always nice to be close to hugbears though, it doesnt matter if i have lots of things to do *hugs* and cozy hours with hugfriends come first. I have to get the fabrics this evening too, i forgot it earlier but i want to create the nice pillow for Lady Bear so i go get that package home today. I made a list with things i should get done today, i have time for three of four things after cozy hours with hugbears. I could probably also hurry up a bit and make the pillow for Lady Bear, but she will be happy to get it tomorrow too and and because her extra big smile will make me and Mr Bear too extra smiley, i will put live camera on tomorrow so you can visit our extra happy castle. Today Mr Bear is a little extra happy, because i changed bedclothes to some blueish that he liked. It is from earlier when i ordered new bedthings, i got three new sets for bed and also new pillows for Mr Bear and Lady Bear to sleep on. I will save photos of them later, those that sometimes were in the Diary dissapeared. Mr Bear doesnt mind sleeping with us girls in a girly bed, but he prefers blue for himself and these bedthings are more blue, but also with some nice flowers on. I think they look nice too, Mr Bear has good taste. *hugs* 
April 22 21:46 I saved a manual for the sandbox editor, it looks way too complex to make my own map. At least the idea i had, wich was (as usual) quite different from anything else. It was a lot easier to make a game world for Simcity 4 and that took almost a whole day anyway... maybe i take a map from the game and edit it, that should be a bit easier to have fun with. Maybe, later, not now it is evening and Mr Bear says we should eat something yummy and watch tv a while before bed. 
April 22 17:13 I do feel a bit lazy after dinner though, maybe i forget the new computer game and rest with hugbears instead, they always want a few more *hugs* and so do i. It is much nicer to share hugs than run around in a computer game world and try to kill everyone else... cant they make a game like those shooting games, but where you sneak around and surprise other players with hugs instead. Or a game where the weapons shoot yellow smileys that make other players giggle and when a gigglo-meter grows too big the other player laughs out of control and the one who made it happen gets a point. It could be almost the same sort of game, but a positive and friendly version. I can just see all the smileys flying around... more fun than violent things.
April 22 17:05 Back to the gaming world again, i found there is a program to make maps to Far Cry. But it was too complicated i couldnt get anything created, but sometime later i will make my own map for people to play on. Also i read about servers, that it is really demanding on server computer to keep everyone updated. Internet connection isnt any problem there is a lot more than is needed, but memory and brain speed should probably not have more than 16 players at same time. I just set it to 32 and maybe that is why when there was 20 or something last evening playing, it got really slow sometimes. So now no more than 16 same time, wich maybe is good anyway because it could get too crowded on the maps. I am going to practice a bit more this evening, tomorrow i will get new fabrics so then i will surprise Lady Bear with her big purple fluffy pillow. I think she will get extra happy and smiley then. And then i feel happy too and Mr Bear too, he already has a green big pillow i made. Then we can all have cozy evenings in sofa together. Except sewing a little tomorrow i do webthings in computer, no games tomorrow the game brain is mostly for others.
April 21 19:18 Hmm. There should be different levels for multiplaying that game. Some people are way too good, and some like me almost always get last in the efficiency numbers. At least when i looked 16 people were playing on the gaming brain server so i guess it works. 
April 21 17:32 I think it works now, the first ever Happy World game server. Anyone who wants to play Far Cry on it will ofcourse need the game, but there may be closer servers with quicker response time for many people. I think for anyone in Sweden, this will be a good choice though. I tried to join another internet game, but strangely i got disconnected after only a short time. Anyway i will create some webpages about this game and such, and practice playing it a bit rest of today. Then i have other webthings to take care of. The server name is www.princess.nu wich is not the address to it, just a name. Name is like that for a special reason, see more of that in future. 
April 21 10:30 First thing i try to get done today is get a Far Cry multiplayer game server open for use. As far as i know, all it takes is to install the game and run the serving program, then it let people connect and play game against eachother. I just read about some new super graphics cards coming soon, even faster than those that are now the best for PC gaming. So i think i will wait a bit and then ask Mr Bear nicely to let me build a super gaming computer brainy. If it doesnt work making the second computer a game server easily, then i do something else first. 
April 21 10:00 Wake up Mr Bear *hug* *hug* we have things to do today dont sleep all day. 
April 20 21:43 I wasnt home today until now, so nothing done in computer world. It has been nice to not even look at a computer until now, i need a rest sometimes. Anyways, in morning mom waked me and hugfriends up with phone, she wanted me to visit city. So i waked up and walked to city in the nice weather, hugfriends went back to sleep they looked a bit tired so i gave them goodbye *hugs* and made it comfortable for them in our cozy bed. In city i had no big plans to buy anything, i just went there to snoop around in shops with mom and then visit her. I did get another big fluffy pillow though, so i can make the nice purple pillow for Lady Bear when fabrics get here. I will hide the big pillow until then so Lady Bear doesnt see my surprise. I think she should have a nice big fluffy pillow just like Mr Bear's they are very comfy in sofa. Well, we had a lunch in city i ate some nice fish with potatoes and shrimp-sauce. Then mom bought a little cake and we went there and ate from it in afternoon while talking about this and that. Then i also had dinner there. Now i walked long way home and feel a bit tired, but hugfriends welcome-home *hugs* made me feel happy and get new energy. I will just continue to do other things than computerthings today, probably just sleep... tomorrow me and hugfriends have a first day in computer corner to try and be creative. It is first day in a too long time, but soon more things will be available in the Happy World. Just dont complain if you spy on us in live camera and we just sit in computer corner very much, we do that to get webthings done and write emails or whatever. Good night. *hugs* 
April 19 22:15 After i got home i rested with hugbears a while it was very nice. But then when i waked up i had headache again so no more computer today, not much done but head will probably feel better tomorrow. 
April 19 13:19 I put some new words in the linked page, could be worth reading them. Anyway now i will dive into the webthings i want to create for tax paying Citizens, so expect writing about that a lot this week. Homepage is going to be updated too, but only because some things i take time to try and create for tax paying Citizens will be around here. If you want to get the most of what i do on Internet in future, or perhaps access Live Cam archives from the past, pay taxes to Mr Bear. If you think 10$ per month is a lot (it is not...), then it will be possible to ask Mr Bear or me to be gentle with taxing. Mr Bear isnt like the greedy Prince in the Robin Hood story, we do want taxes in our smiley treasury but that is mostly to make the Happy World a nicer, funnier, more useful and interesting place on Internet. Today i have to visit city, but me and hugfriends will then be busy all week with Happy World webthingys because we want many more things to be done before summer and sun. I dont plan to sit at computers much in summer, but maybe i take a portable computer with me if i travel someplace and Citizens can follow me on vacations too. Anyway the thing with Mr Bear's smiley treasury is, if there is taxes in it and some few Citizens feel like poor peasants who have no moneys for next month taxes, then just tell me or Mr Bear and we will probably help you. First month taxes ofcourse arent an option, but for future we care a lot more about having happy Citizens around, than having lots of taxes in the Treasury. It's just that... a world/country needs an economy. The good thing with Paypal is, its easy to also send moneys from the Treasury to Citizens. Hmm, i think i may get a headache again if i stay at computer and write more, so i will get out in spring sunshine and visit city. Live camera is on when i get back home if you want to visit. *hugs* 
April 19 12:10 You cannot choose how you are born, but you can choose how you live.
April 18 17:30 There seems to be many websites that sell colour pictures for cellphones. Some i visited are actually just taking Britney photos or whatever other images they dont own and sell them through SMS services... naughty naughty that isnt ok to do. Anyway, i will look into those things later and maybe you can get me or one of the hugfriends in your phone. I would definitely want to put Mr Bear and Lady Bear in my phone so they are always with me. Well they would be in the phone when i have it with me, wich isnt always.
April 18 12:05 I moved Bush to the portal so you can have fun with him. I will make another competition for Citizens soon... create the funniest Bush picture and win moneys from the friendly Mr Bear. 
April 18 11:48 Go away from my diary Mr Bush president... I am only a funny bunny little schoolgirl but i Rule more than you. *giggles* 
April 18 11:43 The internet shop wich sold good quality Sailor Moon costumes seems to have dissapeared, bohooo. I really wanted to get some things from there for modeling or CosPlay fun. Maybe i can find those costumes somewhere else. More positive is i found Japan Schoolgirl costumes in eBay i will definitely get one of a few of those for making photos and wearing for fun. My own school uniform isnt as cool as those famous sailor uniforms from Japan. I just got reminded about Japan yesterday when i saw a little from a tv program about Tokyo. I do have the cool loose socks for my own uniform, they are white so already a little bit of Japanese culture is in Happy World. 
April 17 20:48 I updated with links to test the game on the Games page. 
April 17 20:32 I also read hints to get faster graphics updates with 'budget' graphics cards like the one i apparently got. In Far Cry, set the Trilinear option (dont remember what it was for) to Bilinear instead. And set Lights and Effects quality to low. I dont see too much difference it looks ok, and it makes the game a lot faster. I saved some sort of graphics frame rate program wich can show update speeds in game, after lowering lights quality and that, i think almost doubled the speed. It made the game a lot easier to play, because at the most difficult places with many angry guys or scary monsters shooting at player, is where game can slow down the most. It doesnt do that much anymore. But i still want to get a super graphics card later so i can see difference. I have to say compared to Morrowind, the 3d graphics are even better. I especially like the water, look at it when landing on beach after jumping from a helicopter. I think it is amazing. I will see how to setup multiplayer games soon, but dont expect me to be an easy target, when i am not good enough i will play the game until i am good enough to be dangerous. I would actually prefer some sort of strategic game, or roleplaying game, for internet multiplaying in Happy World but for now this new popular game will have to be ok. In some chart it is second best selling after some counterstrike thing, i never tried the counterstrike game but i know there are competitions and whatever... it seems many people play computer games a lot. So why not me, i can find time for it a bit also. 
April 17 14:59 I just read the 5200 graphics card is a budget version, not for serious gamers. Oh well, guess the technical guy in computer shop didnt think i looked like an average serious gamer. *giggles* Anyway i will get the graphics changed to something better later, for now i guess i have a budget graphcis card... next time i visit a computer shop perhaps i should just say that i want the best PC things you can put together, and give them the Platinum card. 
April 17 14:41 A hungry Mr Bear said we should eat yummy homemade hamburgers today. Good idea. Then i need a bath, and then i will be in computer corner. I actually bought that Far Cry game, it is really difficult but i am learning. Maybe not the best game for internet multiplayer though, as i read it isnt the same with multiplayer. The cool physics isnt there, that is only in single player game. Also my new computer brainy doesnt seem to be fast enough because it slows down picture updates too much when i sneaked inside caves and place where there was light and such things shining. I guess those things need a lot of computer brain power, my graphics settings were auto detected for Medium settings. Problem with some slow places in game is that it becomes extra impossible to shoot the badguys before they shoot me, when graphics suddenly get really slow. So if someone knows difference in speed between that GeForce FX 5200 i got, and an FX5950 or that other type ATI Radeon some-number write an email. I will search for tests too. Not that i play computer games a lot, but when i do play games in computer i dont want them to be slow because of a too lazy computer brainy. The new photo i will make this weekend for Citizens already has a title, wich i keep secret for now. As usual i dont make 30 photos, i make one or a few photos with an idea or a topic. 
April 16 20:49 Me and hugbears try to think of some fun things to do in summer, i really have no plans yet but i do have ideas. 
April 16 12:49 Spring cleaning in my wardrobes today, may sound like a boring thing to do but i think it is a bit fun. Also it means i find clothes i dont use much, but that can be very well used for making photos in my photo studio later. I will not throw anything away, just make sure everything i remove from wardrobes is clean (everything should be ofcourse...) then put things in plastic bags for storage on shelves down in photo studio. Then i can also easy find clothes i put away if i want to wear them again. Also me and hugbears try to do a bit of planning for the photo studio to get it useful, firstly it needs some basic simple furnitures, to put fabrics over for sitting on or whatever. Only a floor with walls behind, could get a bit boring after a while. Its not really a professional photo corner, just a place for my own fun. If i want professional photos taken it is easier to visit a photographer than build my own things... but its fun to get my own place, it has mostly collected dust since end of last summer. I made some few christmas photos there, but not much else. Anyway back to deciding what goes to storage and what clothes can stay in wardrobes and take up valueble space. Click on the Bush comic, it can be a fun site to visit. Meep Meep. 
April 16 00:04 Me and hugbears saw a documentary about North Korea this evening. Scary things happening there. We are lucky to live in the Happy World. I could also point out that US presidet Bush's new standpoint about Israel, approving of them keeping land they do not own, is stupid. As someone pointed out, many politicians do or say anything to stay in their positions of power. That is what Bush did, but he is causing new problems in the rest of the world by doing it. Shame on you Bush. Personally i wouldnt want to give a vote to any of the candidates for next US presidency, Bush is creepy and the democratics old grey haired man wouldnt be an option either. On the other hand, the Swedish president isnt too cool either... why are so many old men ruling the real world? Mr Bear says i would do a better job than most presidents any time, because i wouldnt care about next election, i would make decisions to make positive changes, end of story. Mr Bear is a wise hugbear, extra many goodnight *hugs* to him. 
April 15 12:25 I gave Mr Bear some *hugs* and then he changed his mind. Also i realised that it would be a bit unfair to keep interested people from getting a Citizenship in the Happy World, because of some who arent interested and emigrate back to the real world with its worries... Feel free to leave, but i will take my time to create things in a way so that future Citizenships are forever, or not. Canceling will ofcourse be possible, but Citizens who leave the Happy World will make a decision that lasts forever. There is an easy way to keep a Citizenship if a Citizen happens to be short on money one month... just ask Mr Bear or me to help and we probably will. 10$ is not a lot of money, where i live it is only a choice of seeing a movie, buying two pizza, or keeping Mr Bear happy. Myself i would trade two pizza for a happy Mr Bear anytime... but those who dont value what we do on the Internet, well... you are free to stay away. We do not need your pizza money. We do our thing me and the hugbears, and that is what we do. There is no other website even remotely similar to the Happy World. That is a fact. There is also only one of me, one Mr Bear, one Lady Bear, and you will not find us being creative anywhere else. Not much anyway. Now i will dissapear from Diary writing a while and get busy on Citizens things. I will also write down the names of people who canceled their Citizenships, so those persons can explain themselves if they later choose to apply for a new Citizenship.
April 15 10:56 Since so few seem genuinely interested in a serious Happy World, with a serious Princess, the serious Princess will move elsewhere. Mr Bear noticed some Citizens canceled their citizenships, so he decided to have a vacation since people dont respect their Princess enough to be patient. No new Citizenships will be written. And as you can all see, i can play the sexy game too.
April 14 18:25 Meep meep. 
April 13 20:24 Oops, i fell asleep with hugbears again guess they decide when we should sleep or not. In some ways i guess they are right, eat when you get hungry and sleep when you get tired, that is sort of how my hugbears think. Tomorrow i will make a short visit to city and get a pillow so i can make the nice fluffy pillow for Lady Bear when purple fabric gets here. Mr Bear got a big green supernice pillow, it made him extra happy, wich made me extra happy, so i will surprise Lady Bear with her own fluffy pillow too. Because when she smiles, i will smile too. I hope fabrics get here before weekend, but if not then we will be in computer corner a lot instead to try and get webthings updated. 
April 13 12:20 Something came to my castle in the mail today, little things to make me feeel happier. Flowers. I dont think there can be too much nice flowers around me, living, dried or artificial flowers doesnt matter. There are more of these little things coming here soon, i get them from an eBay seller in UK who i have bought things from before. After i am done buying little things this time, i will share my secret shopping favourites for Citizens who perhaps want to dress fashionably. So what is modern in the Happy World? Well, girls wear pretty dresses, the most fashionable for ladies is to dress like me. I write more about such things later, there are other webthings to try to get done first. No use having dress guidelines or anything else for Citizens, unless there is a profile thingy to do things with and if possible space for sharing a photo or more. 
April 12 23:43 I just saw a movie G.I Jane, at least i think it was named that, it was about some woman going through military training... it was a good movie, but i can say for sure that sort of training isnt for me. I wouldnt get far at all. But then i dont need to know such things, i have some brave knights protecting me when i leave the castle. 
April 12 12:46 Is it something like this you think i should have a few of Lady Bear? *hugs* 
April 12 12:43 Lady Bear says i will need some pretty parasols for summer, so i can stay in a bit of shadow if it is an extra warm day outside. Sounds like a good idea, i will go search in eBay later and see what is there. Maybe i can find something in shops closer too. Anyway for anyone looking to find things, almost doesnt matter what you need, chances are someone on eBay are selling it. Like two days ago i just did a quick search for skating dresses, and found one i would really want for a practice dress. Anyway, today i think i will go outside in sunshine and see what happens. Evening i will be at computer to try and get the citizens profiles and votes working. It takes time because i am no computer expert, and because those things have to be well planned so they can be improved and new functions added in future. 
April 12 11:49 Sun is shining outside and weather looks nice. 
April 12 00:00 I watched a documentary about the building of Queen Mary 2, a really huge Atlantic ocean cruiser. It is interesting to see Discovery programs, often something to learn or something interesting. Now i go to hugbears i see they want more hugs. 
April 11 18:50 I was up late yesterday, so today i wanted to sleep a lot. But i waked up early in morning when Lady Bear put her friendly nose close to mine. She was awake and moved closer because i had moved away from hugbears at night while sleeping. We like to sleep very close me and hugbears, with our heads close to each other we all feel happy seeing each other when falling asleep and waking up. Anyway Lady Bear wasnt tired she said perhaps we could get up early and surprise Mr Bear with a nice breakfast in bed. So we waked up Mr Bear nicely, he looked very tired and said it would be nicer if we all stayed in cozy bed a long time today to rest. I think Mr Bear saw my eyes were tired too. So we all moved close and had the usual nice long group hug before we fell asleep. Then it just happened that i didnt wake up until about 4 in afternoon. Hugbears were awake then smiling at me when i opened my eyes. It is just great to wake up like that, many *hug* *hug* *hugs* to my great hugbears. 
April 10 18:55 Now i got some way up the mountain in the game, so it isnt impossible. I reached a difficult place where helicopters appear, if you play the Far Cry demo and get to a locked door you will know what i write about... 
April 10 16:13 Hmm. It seems like a very difficult game. Sneaking around seems like a good idea, at least for me because the military guys are much better than me aiming with their weapons... maybe if i try Easy game it is not so impossible. One thing i found wich may help in beginning if one can figure out good use for it, is to take the patrol boat from first island. That boat has massive guns, but still i havent got very far. Demo mission says to reach a parabol at top of a mountain, i see it but it seems very far away... oh well. I am no expert with these shooting games, but it seems to be good so i will try it a bit more maybe i get better. 
April 10 14:25 Fast problem-free download for Swedish people is at this link. I should have looked there first, but i didnt know about that site until a friend sent a link.
April 10 13:40 Finally one place that works, in Australia. Click the downloading picture to save the demo (500Mb), or the link to the game creator site to see the Movie clips that show the game. I will try this today and see if it is any cool, i havent played any new games for a long time. 
April 10 13:30 Gaaah! Why isnt there one single place where i can save the Far Cry game demo without registering, being forced to use some download manager with stupid advertising, or just get errors about not found files or capacity overload... it is a 500Mb file, but come on game sites these things are annoying. Only place so far i found that worked, was a slow US server wich sent the file at 13Kb per second, i dont think it would get here until after summer. 
April 10 13:11 Trying to download some new game demos to test and see what would be interesting and possible to put on the Happy World game server brainy. It seems mostly be those shooting games that are for internet multiplaying, i like role playing games more with magic and swords or such. But since it isnt me who will use a multiplayer game server mostly, it should have what other people want to play. I did find one roleplaying online game but i havent tested it yet, i dont even remember right now what that games title was. Anyway i remembered the old Unreal Tournament and save a demo for 2004 version. Also i will save the Far Cry demo, wich i saw about in a computer game tv program. It looked liek it had super cool graphics and even 3d physics, i did see one big sort of wooden box close to an explosion fly into water, where it floated around. I dont think i ever saw that in another such game. Anyway... oh i remembered now, maybe there is a Warcraft 3 internet multiplayer possible. I played one of those games long time ago a little, most fun was to click a lot on the little guys and they said silly things. I dont know much what is new in games world, and i havent played much games, but i can dive into that. Hmm, downloading game demos seems to require registrations on most gaming sites, i dont like those things much... so i will keep the big demo files available for friends of the Happy World around here somewhere. 
April 10 10:57 Now email news program seems to work, i dont know why because i tried some things and dont know wich of them made things ok again. I removed the life-saving anti virus program, i thought it might try to scan emails and disturbed email program. I also changed some setting in new version for European instead of US, and send to 10 subscribers per message instead of 50. Takes longer time than earlier news sendings but computers work well on their own as long as they work. I still dont know why live streaming doesnt work, it has to be the new Java version, i did some testing yesterday evening. I see my computer trying to connect to live stream, then nothing happens and Java printed errors about unknown source or something. Nothing wrong with the new Java, it works fine with other things i visited on Internet, but not the Java in my webcamera program. Stupid. Funnier is i got a small video clip from ice skating arena wich is sort of funny like the others i put in a webpage, it's a poor figure skater leaving ice at competition and stumbles to a really embarrasing fall. She must have been tired after program performance, it isnt exactly a standard way for any Ice Princess to take a fall... i show you later. 
April 09 13:28 Only computer plans for today is to try and get email news program working again. The only reason for it to not work i can think of is that i downloaded a newer version of the program from programmers website. New versions should ofcourse work better, but i will try the older because that worked. If i get the news program working maybe i find energy to do more things in computer corner. 
April 08 19:21 Now the email news program doesnt work, all the computer problems lately are getting really annoying...
April 08 17:43 There seems to be problems with homepage, i was writing a page about Story Competition and suddenly i couldnt send it. But now it works again, so i saved it. Click to the Story Book if you are interested in writing something. And i hope soon there can be something to read there too. 
April 08 11:31 Oki. I will blame headache yesterday for not testing what went wrong in second computer yesterday after i set the time one hour forward to summer time. There are two network connectors on that computer, one built-in and one on a network card. The built-in obviously wasnt installed to Windows so it doesnt work, but the network card works fine. So i just put back the network cable in the wrong connector... Except that, nothing wrong. Some days i am definitely not even half a computer expert only a clueless Princess. But i blame that on yesterdays headache, it was enough to just bother a little with computers, thinking too much only made headache worse. *giggles* 
April 08 11:01 Mr Bear says we should move to a bigger castle and let many many hugbears live with us in the Happy World, rescue bears from shops and other places so they can come here and get many hugs. Interesting idea. 
April 08 10:36 Much nicer to wake up today with no headache. I will show Lady Bear today one of the small things i am buying to make myself happier lately, she will probably say i should find many more to wear every day. Anyway today i should get more things done in computer corner. First breakfast then i see what went wrong in the second computer yesterday...
April 07 21:54 Now i feel fine again, no headache at last. I try to have a creative computer day tomorrow instead, just hope i dont wake up with headache again it really makes a day sort of boring.
April 07 18:52 The headache doesnt want to go away. Lady Bear also tried to hug my poor head so it would get better. Maybe i ate too little lately, i better see what i can find in kitchen, and maybe later in evening also go out for a walk to buy yummy things. If eating doesnt help, maybe more fresh air will help. I know headaches dont last forever but i am surprised not even the headache pills helped today. I wanted to be in computer corner all day today, but now my head says again i should go away from the bright monitor... 
April 07 14:57 I woke up today with a boring headache, and it is still here so now i got headache pills and ate two of them. I dont usually eat pills for headache, but now i dont want it. So i go rest in cozy sofa with Mr Bear, maybe his soft magic paws help my head feel better too. I connected the second computer to monitor earlier today to fix the time in it, so live camera isnt one hour after our time. But then when i disconnected everything from that computer, except network and power and camera ofcourse, then the live picture didnt start. I dont know yet what is wrong, i will have another look in that after headache is gone. I really dont like computer monitors when i have headaches. Now Mr Bear says he wants to hug my poor head so it gets better. 
April 07 12:08 Today is a new day, another day to try and not get stuck thinking about things i dont like to think about. Mr Bear is still sleeping, he is so cute and Lady Bear keeps him company in bed. I will wake him up a bit later because he did get some taxes to count lately. About time we get the Story Writing competition open then so there is something fun to spend taxes on. As i already wrote, a lot of Happy World taxes will go back to Citizens in various ways. I just have to get a shower then i will think how to do all that, it means i have to make the Citizens profiles work, at least the basic start of the identity things, and also Citizen Votes need to be working before end of story competition. Because Citizens decide wich stories they like best with their important vote, its not my decision but i can give my own vote too for one i like. 
April 06 23:00 I just found a place on Internet where i could rent unlimited DVD movies for a set monthly price, about 35$ i think. It seems quite interesting, always have 3 movies at home, and when i return one movie i get next in a wish list. Perhaps me and hugbears could have weekly movie evenings later. 
April 06 19:52 I am going to do some shopping to make me happier, it often helps and i have to do every little bit to stay positive. I will probably only buy small things and nothing very costly, probably mostly things to make nice photos for the Citizens Art Gallery in future. So if you want to help get things going, or just help me stay positive and not get grumpy and worried, click to the Pamper Your Princess page and send me a thought. Doesnt have to be many moneys, it is the thought that counts. *hug* Some ideas what i looked at lately, pretty flower hair circlets and decorations, two funny bunny wigs that will probably be used a lot in a new secret creative idea i have, and some other small bits and pieces for me and making photos. Except buying some small things that i want, i will also spend time finishing sewing a new gown, that is Lady Bear's idea she thinks i spend too little time making clothes for my wardrobe. It is a good idea to take thinking away from negative things, because when sewing i have to think about that. And then it is also fun when i get a new dress to wear, and see hugbears smiles because they always say kind things to me. Now i better look through emails and see what is there.
April 06 12:30 It isnt easy for me to stay happy lately, today not even the sunshine could keep me smiling all the way to city and home when i went out for a walk. Yesterday i ordered some fabrics for finishing a cozy cloak, but mostly so i can make a nice fluffy pillow for Lady Bear too. Mr Bear was so happy and smiley when i made the green fluffy pillow for him it made me extra happy too. So i thought if i make a pillow for Lady Bear too, it will make her happier and perhaps me thinking less about problems and negative things. I can always borrow their nice pillows, so they are nice for me too. Lady Bear will get a purple pillow, none of them really matches our cozy sofa but that isnt important, it is more important that my best hugbear friends get nice pillows with colours they like. Oh well... now i will go do something, probably end up in sofa thinking about this and that.
April 05 18:15 I found another very pretty little thing in eBay, it can be so fun to snoop around there and see what people are selling. This will also be a secret find until it is visible in a photo, and i guess i also have to win the auction first but that is mostly not a problem just bid 22342$ or something like that, and i win... hihi... It isnt an expensive thing, so probably i can bid less moneys than that. 
April 05 16:33 I just got up from a nice warm bath, now i think i just wait for hair to dry then i go out in sunshine for a walk before making dinner. After eating i will dive into the cabinet where second computer is, and fix time so live picture isnt an hour behind if i leave that computer on. I can have live camera on the computer i use too, but it is better to have it on the second computer for some reasons. Anyway... i will try to get some things done in computer corner this week. Or many, depends how tricky things are to do. But the first Story Writing Competition is this month, so i better at least get some text about it written. Both me and hugbears think it is a great idea, and i hope some Citizens will try to write something, or if you arent a good writer have fun reading stories later. I know i will like to read what adventures happens to me. Well i better go find something for us hungry to eat and make dinner. I saw strawberries from Spain advertised in one food shop, i cant wait to make the first summery strawberry cake for me and everyone else who like them. Hope everyone has nice Monday, some think mondays are boring perhaps because for many people it is start of another work week, and maybe not everyone has an interesting or fun job to do, but if you look at this smile and smile yourself, maybe Monday isnt so bad? *hugs* 
April 04 18:57 Mr Bear helped me sleep a long night, and half of today. Not until about 4 in afternoon did Lady Bear wake me up with her soft paws. I slept very little the night before, and hugbears are a bit worried for me lately so i think that is why they wanted me to sleep well and get properly rested. I had thought to watch tv with hugbears this evening, but i noticed no interesting tv movie in those lists, so maybe we only have a hugs-evening and forget the tv. Actually, i got something new to think about lately wich bothers me a lot so excuse me if i perhaps dissapear some days, i may need some time alone with things i dont want to share because they are a negative. It's about my best friend. Or. In about 5 hours when this week ends and the next begins, it could be a former best friend... but dont worry, i will not be too sad or negative about it, because i can look at most things in a positive way and it is those positive ways to think i want to find this evening. I know Mr Bear and Lady Bear will help me think positively, they always do. 
April 03 20:09 Cozy evening with hugbears, perfect. Hugbears never dissapoint me. Tomorrow we will have a nice movie evening with popcorns and hugs, visit us in cozy sofa then if you want. *hugs* This evening i have guests so live camera is off.
April 01 21:46 I went to food shop, but not mostly to get food instead i needed a light bulb for bed lamp. Me and hugbears had no bed light latest two nights and it was strange. We arent scared of darkness when we are together ofcourse. Being with two huggy hugbears in cozy bed and darkness is only nice, if i happened to be lost in a cave and it was very dark that would be another situation not so fun anymore... anyway, i am thinkinf of having a little experiment this month i will decide tomorrow if i do it or not. Citizens will now first, i will be home tomorrow and be in computer corner as much as i can stand staring at monitor. This evening i had thought to put clothes in washing machines but i will do that tomorrow instead... because this evening i only want to *hug* *hug* *hug* with my hugbears. It is really one of my favourite things to do. 
April 01 18:17 Oops, i have to make something for dinner. Lunch was just rice and vegetables now i will make rice and something else wich i dont know yet. I have a healthy day today no fatty food or candies or such. Mr Bear has been working so serious all day counting his taxes and putting them away safely in our smiley treasury, he will need many nice hugs after work i will ofcourse take care of him after i eat. I tried again with Java and the live streaming, it doesnt work and i have no clue why except it worked with an older Java and the new i saved from Java.com doesnt work. So guess new things maybe dont always work with old... i hope to find a solution sometime ofcourse. Evening i have other things to do in computer, but that is after dinner and *hugs* with hugbears. For those curious, Lady Bear has a job too in the Happy World. She is ofcourse the Queen, but also her work is very important... to give Mr Bear and me many *hugs* so we are happy and do our jobs well. Today i see she sat next to Mr Bear's office corner all day to keep him company. 
April 01 11:57 Now i moved live camera things to other computer so it can take care of that, it seems to work but i noticed time in that computer isnt set for summer time, so it is one hour behind. I will fix that later in day. Anyway this means live picture will be on almost all the time looking wherever webcamera looks, for now that is our cozy sofa. Anyway new fast computer brains seem to get really warm up in the cabinets where they are hiding, they are above some wardrobes with long cables going from them to my room so i dont have to hear computer noises. But i guess if a computer gets too warm it will stop working properly and then it will be noticed. The extra computer i saw also has room for a cooling fan in the front so guess the little webmaster Garfield could put a fan to blow air into computer someday before warm summer. Now i have things to do, no more writing here for a while...
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