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Princess Tessy - The Princess Diary - August 2004 August 31 23:51 This time they were going to buy some things for as low prices as they could talk sellers into, the Trump man said bargaining was very important in business he got his private jet for a nice price that way.  Anyway, me and Mr Bear almost get inspired with that tv series and we only saw two episodes yet. And the womens team win all the time, perhaps i should just start some business myself and start competing with the big guys. Mr Bear thinks i would do well. *hugs* Well you never know... the Happy World will always be here, but since many people come here for different reasons that just me, or the smiles, why not change things. I mean, its not like i can make everyone else happy anyway. I know Mr Bear is right, if i stopped 'wasting' time just being happy here in the little castle, i could earn lots of new moneys. Not that me and the hugfriends need more income, we dont even count riches in moneys. But still it could be fun to try, perhaps i go buy a businesswomen suit and some silk blouses and things, put some moneys in a little business project, and see what happens. *giggles* Maybe Mr Trump calls me in two years and want me to work with him. August 31 22:05 I fell asleep again in the day, nothing i planned got done. Now i am going to watch another episode of The Apprentice. Mr Bear is also interested in that so he can see with me. *hugs* August 31 11:05 Mmm. We have popcorns again, i found corns in the food shop some day ago so we only have to pop them to get popcorns. August 31 09:22 Hugbears are awake and me too. I dont know what to do today, i thought to try and have another busy day doing this and that but perhaps i will just be happy the headache dissapeared and do nothing for a while. Well i will come back to computer in day and write emails because i had planned to do some of that earlier. August 30 22:00 I dont think my head wants me to sit in computer corner today... Anyway a better fast food thing is sandwiches. Me and hugbears love nice sandwiches in evenings, but i also sometimes eat a big sandwich when visiting city. They are big enough for a lunch, and only once when i felt very hungry i tried to eat two of them and i could do it. But i wont try again because two of those were really too much. Favourite sandwich in that cafe is chicken with curry dressing and lots of vegetables. If my head feels better tomorrow, i think i go and eat one of those. August 30 21:16 I try to ignore the headache for a while, i just saw in the tv about someone trying to live off only Mc Donalds food for a whole month. Breakfast, lunch, dinner at Mc Donalds. As he said the first few days were ok because he liked that sort of food. But then he got tired of it, and felt sick, and after the 30 days he had got 11kg extra weight. Doctor said from some health test he had to change diet, wich ofcourse he did it was just a test to see what happens with the 'healthy' food from Mc Donalds. It took 14 months to get rid of the extra weight after that month of only fatty food. Super Size Me, click the link to visit the movie site. Some Donalds boss said the average customer in America only eats there about two times per month, so i guess that makes everything better... Well anyway, the fast food isnt that fast. I have better fast food at home, well at least i think of it as fast food what i sometimes keep in our freezer. I make perhaps a chili mix or pasta sauce, freeze it in plastic packages, then i just take one out in the evening before or same day morning i want to eat something. I dont even need a microwave for my fast food. And then perhaps i make rice for the chili con carne or so, then anyone thinking 'fast' and 'rice cooking' doesnt go well together. Hmm. Well, the actual time it takes to be in the kitchen is really not much. Put rice and water in a cooking thingy (i forgot the word, i blame my poor head) and then... go do something else while it cooks for i think about 20 minutes. Anyway that is my sort of fast food, i sure dont gain 11kg of weight in a month if i eat only those things. I think i have eaten maybe... 1 *counts* *thinks* hmm, well i guess i only ate 1 big hamburger from a fast food place this year. Anyway Mc Donalds food sucks. We like to eat home made hamburgers here though, they are Mr Bear favourites. But i make them from frozen burgers, not always with any dressing or fatty things, never any french fries. Blabediblabbla... now i am going to eat a big bar of chocolate and rest with hugbears, it could help my poor head so i can get back to computer again and do something creative. Or at least write answers to emails. August 30 20:32 I got the boring headache again... August 30 07:00 I think today will be a lazy day, since i couldnt sleep in night i should try to stay awake in day, and then sleep in normal hours again. So for once i hope Mr Bear could help keep me awake, but i think hugbears are no good at that even if they want. Nice hugs are nice to wake up with, but they dont do much to keep me awake i think. Anyway i will see what i do today there are no plans and maybe i just fall asleep again... August 29 21:45 I slept all day, evening turned into morning. Now what do i do all night... I will begin with a breakfast or whatever, then i think i dive into emails because i have left many with no answer and i planned to not do that anymore after i moved to the new harddrive. Not every email gets an answer, but many should. August 29 00:18 A little break in watching tv again, advertisements in movies is useful sometimes... first advertising minutes i went to kitchen and made yummy sandwiches for me and hugbears. And now i thought i could write something here. We are just watching Lost In Space movie and i think that is a place where i wouldnt want to be lost, because it is such a huge place. I dont even want to be lost in a city or in a forest, but at least those are smaller than the big space. I remember seeing sometimes about space and things, but i still cant understand the size of it. Because i cant imageine nothingness as in completely nothing, isnt that impossible? I mean, everything has to be something or it just doesnt exist.  And then ofcourse there is the universe, wich cant have a size that has no end, because everything really has to end somewhere. I guess. And if there is an end to the universe, wich i think there has to be, somewhere, then what is outside?  Well those are strange questions to think about and i dont think i will ever get an answer. Now back to the movie. August 28 19:51 I dont have any other ideas today, so i try to get some webthings done. August 28 17:35 Our little Garfield webmaster is getting really upset lately, he is jumping up and down on the monitor. He doesnt like to get porn spam in the email. Time to change email adresses... then the spammers who some sneaky way get the webmasters (or mine) email can keep sending their stupid unwanted emails to a non-existing address. Its quite strange sometimes, becuase even if you have a very sevret email box and share it only with important places that should be possible to trust, somehow the addresses get to spammers anyway... Oh well, we have had non of that stupid advertising for 1 year (webmaster) or probably 3 years (me) because there are some easy tricks to not get spammed. Unfortunately the trick is to not share the email address with anyone who doesnt need it. And ofcourse one other 'trick' is to never get a 'free' email from Hotmail or any such place, because you never know when the advertising starts to visit... also never post your email on any webpage, not in the homepage, not in a guestbook, not in a forum. There are email collector programs running all around the Internet just to extract emails. If you get spam, switch email to something else and tell your friends. Enough about that, when the little webmaster got one spam per week he just deleted it, now he gets about one per day from the same spammer, time to move on he says... Our little Garfield webmaster is right. *hugs* August 27 22:00 Not much to write about today really, evening is here and i made some sandwiches for me and hugbears. We will just have another cozy evening with *hugs* and sandwiches and warm chocolate. Its just one of the nicest things i know to do. Autumn is coming so the time for warm chocolate and hiding under a warm blanket or a cozy cloak is here soon too. And i should see how many candles we have in the castle because we like living lamps much more than electric light. I get back to computer tomorrow and then should get something done with webthings. Hope everyone has nice evening. *hugs* August 27 13:58 Link to the artist. I think i will get some prints later as the originals of the paintings i want are probably sold a long time ago... Anyway that is just something i found while visiting another useful website that sells rather specialized things. August 27 13:47 As i knew the art print copies are sold for 20$ but the original paintings from the artist are properly priced. I guess the paintings i would have wanted are already sold but i would have paid 1000$ or whatever for the favourite... Looking at things like that makes me wish i could paint some of the imagery i have in my head.August 27 13:37 Got the box with new gloves today, Lady Bear inspected them for me they are just as fine as the ones i have used until now, so eBay is useful for this sort of item as the seller there had lots of colours. Where i bought them in Sweden there was only white, wich is the most used colour together with black. Anyway i didnt get all the colours of the rainbow because i am not sure i like to have blue gloves with a blue gown and so on. It could be too much colour, but i will see later what i think. Anyway i have another small but important shopping to do on Internet but its a secret. Anyway i will try to collect some useful links later for those who want the same or similar things i wear or use or collect or whatever. Today i happened to stumble into an artists shop and she have made some really nice paintings. Saved in favourites for more looking. Its just that i think she sells printed copies but i would want the original oil paintings. Nobody would sell an original superb painting for 20$ would they? I dont know, but i dont think so. Oh well... maybe i should have a painting of myself made, Mr Bear and Lady Bear thinks that is a great idea they would love to have me on a wall so they can see me even when i am not home. They are so great friends. *hugs* August 26 17:30 As i knew, when i went to rest with hugbears on our cozy bed i got lazy and sleepy. But that was really nice i think i will continue being with them a while more. But also i will create two new webthings in evening and then it depends on someone else when i add a link from my homepage to them. It has something to do with words and imagination, two really good things when you combine them. August 26 11:27 I am soo efficient today Mr Bear is really proud. *hugs* I have waked up, done dishes, washed a dress and a petticoat well the machines do that but anyway... and i went to city quickly to take care of bank things for Mr Bear he prefers to stay at home so i help him with some of the money things. *hug* And i sent faxes, and visited the bank vault to take home the backup harddrive for the little webmaster too. Wow, i wonder when i will fall asleep if i continue this way... But since i have so many days doing almost nothing, at least nothing like things o already did today, i think sometimes an efficient day is great. And it was nice weather too for visiting city, not so summery warm anymore but sun was shining. Now i dont really know what to do, because i think i did everything i am supposed to do for a while. Except webthings, but i will try and do mostly other things today. Anyway it is so nice to be home again from the short visit to city, i think i go *hug* my two best hugfriends a while. Maybe then i get lazy, but i dont care it is nice to be lazy too. I think i am good at being efficiently lazy too. August 26 08:58 Good morning hugbears. *hugs* Today i feel like i will get many little things done, and weather is sort of nice too. Live camera cant be on because again there may be unknown people visiting today or tomorrow, some sort of inspection of all the things they renovated earlier. They already had some people here looking at things, but i guess they want to check again so the floors havent dissapeared or something...  August 25 23:41 Mmm, they got an Italian menu at another nice restaurant so me and mom visited that for dinner today. I had something a bit strange first, i dont even know what it could be in english but italian is Carpaccio something. It is raw meat from oxen in very thin slices that has been done some way but not fried or grilled. I know salmon can be done that way and it is nice in small amounts. But with meat i didnt really like it too much, but at least now i have tried it. Anyway the main dinner i had was really nice sort of a seafood risotto. Before dinner i had a drink too, and i ordered a bottle of champagne for my dinner i like bubbles they are funny. *giggles* And after dinner i ate a chocolate cake piece and some yummy little drink similar to Baileys wich i like. It was named Amarula Cream and had some berries flavour wich made it really nice. I will have to see if i can get a bottle of it later for the kitchen. Oh well just another nice dinner and i really needed an evening away from home. But it is great to come home too because there are two hugbears here waiting to share nice warm *hugs* with me. Mmmm. August 25 17:05 Going to city to have dinner at some restaurant. August 25 15:49 I just got a little tired of the Internet. August 24 23:11 Time to jump into the cozy bed and sleep. This evening me and hugbears watched some new tv series The Apprentice, it is something with business people and the winner i guess will get a job for the wellknown Donald Trump. It seems like a fun series to maybe see, im no business person but one thing that one of the competitors in the program said should be true. The womens team won an advertising project so they got to go to Boston by private jet to have dinner. And one said while sitting in a super long stretch limousine, that the only way to get rich like Trump is to really really want that sort of life. I guess she ment the luxuries, but same with owning heaps of moneys, it just doesnt happen unless one works hard for it, wins a lottery, or inherits wealth. Anyway those desires in some people is also a cause for a lot of bad things in the world, i wish everyone who wanted success in business would also think about their responsibilities to other people and the earth we all share. But i wont write about some upsetting things that some corporations do just to make big profits... anyone can find out about such things if they want. And now all i want is lots of *hugs* with Lady Bear and Mr Bear. Today nothing much at all happened in my life, tomorrow i try to get things done that i had planned to do today, and so there will maybe be something to write about. Good night. *hugs* August 24 17:57 August 24 10:34 I had planned to visit city today, but for some reason i dont feel like going out today. But maybe i go anyway i can then be home all day tomorrow. August 23 21:39 Mmm, we have such a nice evening here. We will not only shar enice hugs we share one of the big chocolate bars i got earlier too, its one with nuts in it and its really nice the hugbears like it more than my favourite wich i think is the orange flavoured chocolate. But i almost think i could change my mind and also have chocolate with nuts as a new favourite. I have a feeling i could fall asleep early today but if i dont get sleepy i will get up and write some email because i have been slow with that lately. Hope everyone else too has a nice day. *hugs* August 23 19:59 Me and Mr Bear send big *hugs* to Xev and Air Bear. Hope you have nice days. *hug* August 23 16:01 No visiting city today i didnt like the weather and stayed home wiht two huggy hugbears instead. But i did a little shopping anyway i thought it could be useful with gloves of other colours than white so i ordered some to see if i like that. Ofcourse white and black are the most useful colours as one of them will go nicely with any dress. But i like colors. Anyway the thing that was going to be done here wasnt much it the man was just adding a fire alarm thingy, it was only annoying for half a minute when he drilled into the ceiling. But i know those firel alarm things in ceilings are a good idea for any house, just in case fire decides to get out of hand somewhere doesnt matter if its a little summer house or a castle an alarm is a good idea. I just hope it isnt too sensitive and start beeping when i clow out candles, because i really like to have candles in my room they are much nicer than electrical lamps. August 23 00:23 Actually about the live picture, i found a new webcamera lately wich seems interesting. I will let someone else decide if i bother to get one though. But it can track the face in video conference or such apparently, so i thought perhaps it can also follow me moving around in my room. That way it could be in a corner and look in whatever direction there is something moving. Well that is my guess, and i sort of dont want to buy it if it cant do that. But if the person who gets the main decision about that thinks it is worth a try i will at least investigate it or just buy it and try it. But now me and hugbears are about to sleep, or at least go to bed and rest until we get sleepy. Instead of live picture coming back today i thought now, there will not be anyone visiting in evenings so we could have the bed corner view all week anyway. So welcome tomorrow if you want a goodnight *hug* Hugs work both ways so if i get a hug i give one too. August 22 20:37 Some new photos were made today, but i dont think anyone was any good so probably nothing for webpages. Anyway the live camera will probably have to rest until Wednesday, because there may be people in the castle fixing this or that i dont know what it is about. But only me will be here in evenings so if i am in computer corner i will switch it on. Except that i have the whole sofa full of clothes to make photos with, but i will perhaps put them away a while and do funnier things. Tomorrow i will at least visit the city and snoop around in shops or something. Now i just feel like keeping Mr Bear and Lady Bear company. August 22 01:42 So there, now some photos old and new have moved to their resting place as works of art. Click the link or the photo here to get to a page wich has links to the new places. Some photos have already got comments so i decided to let those stay, some photos dont have any comments that is because they were mostly added to webpages after i got tired of the many horny comments some photos got... There are some things left to do but i do that later. August 21 22:34 Everything is slow today... but at least i got one third of the first new photo places done. If i find energy somewhere i think i can create the other two thirds before i sleep, anyway for once the things i planned for webthings will probably be done the time i guessed. August 21 17:10 I feel so happy today. August 21 01:09 I just wanted to make a note that i am fine again and no headahce bothers me since yesterday (Friday) The things i planned to change a bit are getting ready and the first part of it will show up this weekend. It isnt really a huge change, but it is something new i thought of and i think it will be a good idea. Hope everyone is having a nice weekend, and first thing tomorrow i will dive into emails that should get an answer. Special *hugs* to Jeff who sent me get well hugs i really needed them. And special *hugs* to the Prince from Hollywood who is writing on a second story for the story book that will maybe be finished soon, i cant wait to read it because the first was great. *hugs* August 19 14:49 I am so tired of the headache it came back again... but now i try some headache pills and happy music and food and whatever else i can think of that usually helps. Mr Bear usually helps too with his magic soft paws. *hug* But it isnt always that resting helps, so sometimes Mr Bear cant help with headaches, but he is great anyway because who doesnt want caring friendly hugs when one feels bad? I am so happy i have friendly hugfriends close. August 19 00:51 I rested almost all of today with Mr Bear, so now i waked up at last and have no boring headache anymore. But i think i should stay away from computer for some time so i dont get it back from a bright monitor. But i dont think i bother to sleep more this night then maybe i get a headache from too much sleeping, i know that can happen too. So i guess this is very early morning now i waked up about 00.30 today. *giggles* August 18 18:53 I waked up with headache today, so not much done i mostly rest with Mr Bear so he can hug my head. I will write some emails in evening though. *hugs* August 17 18:10 New photos being created today, so just wait soon there will be more new photos to look at than i think i ever updated on webpages before at the (almost) same time. *hugs* August 16 18:58 Enya. August 16 16:44 Oh, and for nice relaxing music the New Age channel in DI Radio seems a good idea. I have listened to it a while today, i think i will just let it be on all day so i know more what sorts of music they play there. August 16 16:31 I had almost planned to get something done today, but since i was up all night writing in the Icq with a new friend *hugs* i slept away most of the day and so why not wait with some things until tomorrow. I will just go dive into a nice bubbly bath and then see whatever i feel like doing, but i am probably in computer corner some or watch olympic sports or *hug* *hug* Mr Bear or something. August 15 20:30 Lucky for me and hugbears, we were all inside a while ago when a really angry thunderstorm passed by. It wasnt so angry with lightnings, but the rain and hails were some of the worst i have seen for a long time. The grass outside looked almost like a lake for a while.  It still rains a lot, but the hailstorm gave up. I think anyone who was outside some minutes ago ran wherever they could to get something over their heads...August 15 17:26 The photo pages are done, i think the rest can be ready sometime in evening. August 15 15:34 I dont know what to do first in computer corner, but today its rainy boring weather so at least i will sit here on the fluffy chair and do something. August 15 14:24 This is so great, i have the 'Happy' music in my computer now. I can listen to it anytime i want. Wee! August 15 00:47 Mmm, hugbears dont want me to leave the cozy bed, so i will just hurry back to them and have nice *hug* *hug* *hugs* until we get tired and sleep. August 14 19:53 Australia has so interesting animals and nature, me and hugbears really like to see nature tv programs so now we look at that waiting for funny movie. August 14 19:17 Look at the bottom of that linked page it is sort of funny. August 14 19:13 Just read an interesting topic on Slashdot, now i got lazy again and think i will just prepare for a nice evening with hugbears in our sofa. There is a funny movie in the evening so we will watch that, eat some yummy smorgascake and some of the lots of candies i got home lately. I think bedtime will be really late today because me and hugbears have been sleepy in bed almost all day. Its just so nice to be with them. *hugs* Anyway the Slashdot topic was about energy things, perhaps some who read here remember i once wrote about oil reserves wich i heard a long time ago they will be a problem. Well, now the oil prices is at a really high point says the economic news, probably because China wants a loooot more oil now for their growing economy. And anyway... click the link to the webpages about the Hubbert Peak and see if it doesnt match up quite well. Anyway i cant solve that sort of global problem but i like to know what is happening with these things. Well i dont really like to know about them, same with environment problems that are gettig worse every year... but they cant be ignored. Anyway i hope everyone has a nice weekend. *hugs* I will try to get busy with the new live picture archives after the funny movies and lots of hugbear *hugs* in our sofa. August 14 13:22 If there is a dangerous hurricane outside, dont go outside to smoke a stupid cigarette. Everyone knows smoking kills... just read on CNN news site some poor guy went outside to have a smoke, and he didnt survive. Smoking cigarettes or such really is stupid and useless. Quit smoking today and never do it again. Why? Because i say so... August 14 13:14 Today there seems to be mostly swimming and boxing in the Olympics, i dont know what the swimjumping is in english but i know i am no good with it. And i sure wouldnt jump from the highest places... Swimming is nice though, it is also one of the best ways to exercise all of the body at once. I think i go back to cozy bed a while and keep hugbears company, it was so difficult to fall asleep i need some more rest and also i always like more *hugs* I will try to get the new things i thought of done today and make links to it, the live camera pictures will take forever to sort through but if i get some of it done today i can just continue later days when i feel like it. August 14 04:07 Oh no... once again a night when i feel really tired, but when i try to snooze like the hugbears i just cant. Lucky for my hugfriends they always fall asleep easily. But sometimes when i cant sleep, Mr Bear wakes up and keeps me company until i can sleep too. I think he notices if i am asleep or not some way, maybe it is a special ability for hugfriends to know such things. Well i sure cant sleep if i stay here and type on computer in middle of the night... its just that i cant sleep, and late night tv is a bit boring, so i thought i could write a little note. I saw a note in text tv news about a hurricane or something bad like that moving into Florida, so for anyone who lives around there i hope you are safe. *hugs*August 14 01:45 We had a very nice cozy evening me and hugbears. We saw some of the Olypmic opening ceremony and then some funny tv program and a movie with a truck driver. Now i am tired and also Mr Bear is yawning so i think its time for us to sleep. Hope everyone has nice days. *hugs* August 13 22:15 I just carried home candies and chocolates and cookies and things... two bags full, about 100$ cost and yes me and Mr Bear are good at *grompf*ing sometimes. I just realised the eight big chocolate bars i took, two of each sort, together they are 1.6kg of chocolate. Wowie! Well i dont think even the Garfields could eat all that too quickly... I think this big candy shopping evening will be enough for quite a while. We almost have our own candy shop now. *giggles* August 13 21:00 I have to go and carry home lots of chips and peanuts and things for Mr Bear, so he can be happy and *grompf* eat yummy things and watch Olympic games 24 hours per day if he wants. *hug* I saw some from the beginning ceremony earlier it was amazing. But then i had to dive into a bath and now i should go out for a nice evening walk and also go by the food shop and grab whatever i can think of for couch potatoes. August 13 13:33 Dobidobi. August 12 23:01 Mr Bear is so happy now, i found hotdogs for him in the food shop so i made that for us all in evening. We have been a bit lazy today, we all fell asleep on the sofa in afternoon and i didnt wake up until 8 in evening. It was a really nice rest though and i think we all needed it or we wouldnt have fallen asleep. Anyway then i just had a shower, watched some tv news and then walked to food shop. It is getting less warm now at least in evenings and i think that is just nice, i dont really like when it gets really hot. I do like the sunshine ofcourse. But i am not used to really warm weather so i get really lazy from it. Earlier today i did half of something not so fun, i will take care of the rest tomorrow. The webthings didnt get anything done today but maybe tomorrow or at least something will get updated in weekend. I also brought up three pretty costumes from the storage room, costumes i bought earlier but somehow never used. I know some people will love them in photos. I think maybe one or two of the will need a little sewing too, put on some decorations and things that are in the bags. I sort of forgot about them really. I have quite a lot of clothes i never bothered to make photos with so far, but that will change. Now i think me and hugbears just continue to share nice *hugs* on the cozy sofa. Olympics begin tomorrow so i think Mr Bear will be on the sofa for many days watching sports. *giggles* I will probably watch some sports too, i will just have to look at when some interesting things are in the tv. August 12 12:07 Wee! I was feeling a bit tired but opened DI radio music 10 minutes ago to wake up. And then comes one of my favourite musics a dancey music by Infinity, titled simply... 'Happy' And it just makes me extra happy. August 12 00:22 Tomorrow, or later today since time is already after midnight... i think i will try to begin something new wich i think more than one person will think is interesting to visit. As i wrote there are hundreds of older live camera pictures in my computer, and on one CD i made. Most of them will need sorting and many are just a camera staring at an empty bed or an empty sofa. But they will be part of the new big webthings project. I just have to think how to sort them, i think it will be different parts some are just short live series and some pages i made earlier are also with text about what me and Mr Bear were up to. I dont even know where those pictures are but i know they have to be somewhere... i would be a bit sad if i lost some nice memories from days in the Happy World castle. Oh well, that is for maybe tomorrows brain exercising, now i actually have to put some clothes in a washing machine so they are useable tomorrow. August 11 23:17 Mmm, what a nice music, Neverending Dream. August 11 20:46 I just saw some from a tv program i heard about... Fear Factor. I cant believe the things they do to try and win! I saw some play pool/billiards and they had to get rid of balls so they wouldnt have to eat disgusting things. What was on the menu... some living ants... fermented squid 'something'... some very spicy pepper fruit... a hundred year old egg... yummy... BLEH! I wouldnt be able to eat any of that, certainly not just to try and win 50.000$ wich i heard is what the winner wins. They were sooooo not liking to eat the things they had to do to get on in the competition. And i had to stop watching, i almost felt sick just seeing what they did. I will probably not watch that tv program again... August 11 18:21 I have my fonts again, and the digital camera works i found the little program on a CD i made with important things. Now i try to get the registration number for the email news program again, i think this is the third time i install it and i didnt write the numbers and letters anywhere so have to wait for an email with that. I will just go and *hug* *hug* *hug* Mr Bear a while. August 11 16:58 Now the computer brainy is back where it should be, outside my room. I didnt think so much of the noise yesterday in the day when i switched it on, but... did i notice the nice silence in the middle of night when i switched if off again? Yes. A lot. So no matter how good silent cases there may be and silent cooling fans and whatever for computers, keeping them behind a door or something is probably the best idea. All it takes is some extra long cables. And ofcourse, a keyboard that works with long cables... Now on to trying and find the most needed program things, like the little but very important fix for my digital camera so it works with USB and the big memory card. Sometimes even the smallest programs are the most important. August 11 16:03 I had to find the directory with email things, copy to new place and then Import to the Outlook. Emails hide in a really secret place so one has to allow viewing hidden and system files to even find where they are. Anyway i got them moved now. Time to downgrade to the old keyboard also, because the R and F buttons are still a bit annoying... in fact especially annoying if one has an R of F in a password for something, because then one sometimes misses them and cant see as passwords are shown with just ***** things. So this new keyboard really got a short life here... August 11 15:37 Aha, it seems i had to make a backup of email first, then i can restore them in the new Outlook Express on the new harddrive. So i will just try to change the boot order for harddrives, start from the old one last time (i hope) and then get that part of the moving done. Weather turned a little less summery today so at least i dont melt in the computer corner from warmness. August 11 11:47 Today i dont think there will be as much computer time as yesterday, sun is shining and i want to go outside and do something. But i will try to find the most used programs to install again in evening, and then continue with the new things i was beginning before the computer switch. August 10 22:21 SSH working again. If you dont know what that is, dont ask me to explain... most people will neve need to know. Its a webthings thing. August 10 21:16 Oh! One of the greatest happy tunes i heard earlier is on DI radio Happy Hardcore. Maybe it wakes my computer geeky brain up so i can try and get things ready to continue the new plans soon... August 10 20:40 I just happened to see an MTV Cribs with Shaw Oneil or however it is spelled. He sure had a nice home, and a huge bed he didnt want anyone to challenge. I guess he wants to have the biggest bed... Oh well, i am thinking of what to do with rest of today because i am a bit tired of computer things. That is only fun sometimes. Nicw that i found a nice email from Jeff after computer moving, then i know email works. *hugs* I will try to get more of the basic needed things working as soon as i can bother. Mr Bear is waiting for some economic news from US central bank this evening as he thinks a wrong decision will be really negative both for the US and Europe. A lot of countries dont like a weak US dollar, and as they said in tv news around here, other countries will not continue and let cash move into the USA forever. So whoever wins the president post in November (i think) is probably up for a difficult future... and as i happened to find a note i made earlier to the stupid Internet friend i once trusted, i knew then already that Bush and his politics are so insane it just... sucks. I could say like Moore, Shame on you Bush! But then again... i am happy i dont live in the US because i wouldnt want to vote for any of the two president candidates. And i knoe quite a few people wrote me earlier saying just that, its like choosing between one of two bad choices. But i say vote for the new guy anyway, because Bush already proved his incapacity to rule a big nation. Anyway politics are boring...August 10 18:54 I think the email works again, so i can read new emails. Still i have to find how to get the old emails moved too, those i had not answered yet and some i wanted to keep. Now time for a computer break for sure, i just went and bought some chips and cheeze balls or me and hugbears, so we will *grompf* on those and see what is in the tv, or just do nothing for a while. Oki... the word 'for' can easily become an O with this new keyboard... I think i will change to the old before i start computer next time... August 10 18:00 Cleaned out lots of programs, some i remember i only tried and then forgot. They dont need to be in the computer any more, and some i can install again when i want them. I even removed Sim City 4 and Morrowind games because i havent played them for a long time and when i feel like doing that again i can just put them back. The live picture directories are always fun to snoop in, there are so many memories in there for me. I especially like to find a picture with me and Mr Bear making our sparkling christmas tree pretty before Lady Bear came back home to us. It was a really nice Happy World for us then. August 10 17:37 I just found a program with the CD that shows powe things and temperatures in the computer. Cool. Sort of, i guess, in a computer geek sort of way. But i am interested in many things, often especially things i dont know much about. The program says SYS temperatue is 33C and SPU temperature is 50-51C it looks at least like a long way up to the dangerously warm temperatures. Anyway this is interesting i will write it down and see if it changes after we change to the super graphics card in there maybe temperatures get warmer. I already read the CPU temperature will go up several degree C when playing those 3d games so i guess it is not a completely stupid little program to have running this. I am actually trying to get some order in the harddrive, i just wonder where is the many gigabytes of data really used in my computer. I found a directory with 2.5Gb of video clips with me and Mr Bear. Mmm. Maybe later if i bother to get the video editing program installed again i can make something of that. Or make new videos i sot of never got to do that much yet. Oh well i continue to snoop around in my computer... who knows what i find. August 10 16:57 At last i Found how to make Winamp collect the adio channels from DI Radio. It had to be made to enque things from IE or it will just replace whatever is in a new playlist link. Now i have all the interesting music again, especially important with a noisy computer too close... August 10 16:53 I just realised (wow, the R woked. Ok, once... it woRked fine). There is more space in the new fast harddive. DRIVE. RRRRR! MREOW. Anyway what to use more gigabytes of space for i dont know. Except if i test more games later i guess those need some space too. I think i also have several programs i almost never use, like the video editing program, wich i didnt even reinstall afte the last harddrive move... so that doesnt even work with the little webcamera. Wich also doesnt work now, so no live picture or a while. Photoshop works though, it only lost the settings. And i am already annoyed having something sounding like a hair dryer too close... so i think the computer brainy will go back to the place where computers usually live. This keyboard didnt work so great anyway, its really nice though. And now Windows start complaining about unused icons on the desktop... there are probably a hundred settings there too i have to make as i want them. I dont need reminders about anything, ever. And that stupid paperclip help thingy in Ofice? Hmm... Go away. *giggles*August 10 16:29 So there, at least now my computer can play Internet radio again. I dont know when i can bother to clean up in my computer better, there are hundreds of files just being in there, some are probably left from more than two years ago... And there are thousands of live camera pictures, no wondeR the harddRive got slower. Oh those tired letters are too annoying, i cant stand the strange f and r buttons. Or perhaps they get better after a while. Or maybe i have to hit them really hard until they woRRRRRRrRRrRk properly like all the othe keys. Hmm! I think its time to spank they new keyboard... *giggles* Ok i will save the Diary from too many F and R because they dont want to type easily even after i hit them many times now. Silly. So this is one of those times when i should have bought the new keyboard from a computer shop here, but i ordered this from an Internet shop so i cant be bothered to replace it. If i had got it from a shop it would be a lot less troublesome to get it exchanged. Anyway if i do get another like this, hopefully with working RRrrRrRRr and FFFfffF buttons, whoever wants this one can have it. Its a collectible thing, i typed on it for at least... well, maybe 1 hour. A real celebrity keyboard, and it almost works too... Hihi. Oh well, maybe not. I better try and get some more orde after the data moving, or just do something else Rest of today.August 10 15:13 Oki... or once everything has almost worked with no problems. Changing the power thingy isnt too ticky i already had to do that once after one got tired. Ofcouse its not much fun moving to a new harddrive either, because once again programs are gone and settings and things are not as they should be. I copied everything over, but i couldnt find the emails to import so i will have to try that again later. I dont want to loose all emails again. Anyway i did mix one thing up with felt really silly when i noticed what was wrong... When there was no Internet i knew i had to install the network again. So i dived into the cabinet wich has lots of CDs and god knows what. I found one and just took it, but it happened to be for another motherboard so nothing worked. But then it once said like 'not an Asus mothrboard' and then i suddenly remembered this isnt that, because that motherboard is in the second compute brainy. So then i got the correct cd and now eveything works. I have thought to try and keep computer in my room anyway, so i can use the new keyboard. It is really nicer than the old, but... but... the F and R keys are not easy to type like all other letters. I guess something is not 100% well made inside the keybord, stupid. I dont want to type a lot and then notice or (see!) almost every wod (!!) with an R or an F they are missing. I really have to hit those keys extra hard to get any of those letters. Well it costs really little so maybe i just buy another later. Or go back to using the old, wich is old, but has all keys responding properly. Oh well now i dont know exactly what to do, i will rest a while me and the little webmaster are tired of computer things or now... When i ind energy again i guess i try to get at least Photoshop woRRRRRRRR (annoying R) working, and i have to once again find the special fix so my digital camera works. And maybe a hunded other little things to emember Remember after moving to a new installed Windows. Like updating all the security ixes and such too. Fixes. FFFF FFF RRRR FRF Argh!  Stupid keyboard. I cant use this new one i will go crazy. It is really nicer than the old, but two lazy letters are already annoying me a lot... August 10 10:09 If me and the little webmaster later change also the computer brains house, the pc tower, i am almost sure we will try a case from this company. A silent computer is a lot nicer than a noisy one. I dont even have a computer in my room since they are all outside in their own space, so they can be almost as noisy as they want... but since the new keyboard doesnt work with the long cables, perhaps i should get a silent computer house later so i can keep my own pc in my room. I really dont want computer noise here, and the hugbears also dont want that. *hugs* Anyway me and the little Garfield webmaster will bother with the change of harddrive and power thingy today, probably. I think we can just install Windows on the new Porsche-like harddrive, and keep programs and things on the old drive until i bother moving things. I am not sure i even need all the programs and things that i have now i dont use them much anyway. And well this could be an automatic backup copy too after i moved to the new harddrive the old one goes to the bank vault and the backup harddrive can come home again. August 10 08:19 Good morning. *hugs* August 10 00:34 'This guy's soooo dreamy!' Hihi. I found this link on a website i visit sometimes, it is really sort of funny... 'What's not to like? The Boyfriend Arm Pillow doesn't snore, complain that his arm is going numb or keep you up with his constant twisting and turning.' I prefer having Mr Bear and Lady Bear close though, they are better than the japanese boyfriend pillow. August 09 18:01 It has been sooo warm today i was beginning to melt when i was walking home from city. But luckily there was a cold Festis drink waiting for me half way home, it waited for me inside a cool refridgerator in a shop. Great. It saved me from melting. Mr Bear and Lady Bear were so warm and tired when i got home a while ago, i hurried up and switched on our cooling fan for us all. So now i think the hugbears are waking up a little. We need the cooling fan today, so we dont get too warm when having nice warm hugs. For next summer i think we better get an air conditioning thingy for my room, it wouldnt be needed many days but some few days i just think it is too warm. Anyway today i went to city and met a friend, we visited a cafe and i was really hungry so i got a sandwich and a cold Festis drink. I sort of joked i could eat two big sandwiches there because i was so hungry, and well then... i thought why not just try to do that. They do have yummy sandwiches where we visited. I managed to eat both of them, but then i was really not hungry any more. Then after a while in city i walked away to the new computer shop me and the little Garfield webmaster will visit from now on, instead of the one with uninterested staff. As i thought, the super graphics card hadnt got there yet he said his supplier get new cards 19th so i guess i can get mine in the end of this month. The fast harddrive was there though so i took it home. The little webmaster is also warm and tired today so we will not bother with updating things inside the computer brainy today, maybe tomorrow. Changing harddrive also means installing Windows and all things again so... that fun can wait. We also got a new better power thingy for these new computer parts, just to make sure there is enough power for whaterer we put in the brainy in the future. I read there was a supposed need for over 400w power to use the GeForce 6800 Ultra cards, but that isnt really true. I read later almost anyone will be ok with standard power supplies of 350w or something like that. I think that is what is in my computer now. The bigger needs is for those who bother to over clock their computers so they work a little faster, and perhaps those who have many harddrives or so. I will only have one new fast harddrive, and one new super fast graphics card, so as the little webmaster said, there is enough power to also connect a christmas tree if we want. Oh well, no more writing for now, i just feel like resting on the sofa for a while. August 08 23:32 Mr Bear is a great headache doctor. *hugs* I made the brambleberry cake this evening, but it looked boring as there is nothing on top of it except whipped cream. So i made no photo. Anyway i am soooo dissapointed with that middle-fatty cream i bought instead of the normal to put on cakes and things. Sure i dont mind 30% fat in whipped cream, even if i have no idea what percent is in the usual, but this one tasted differently and wasnt good at all. Its like the low fat milk wich tastes like water. Bleh. I will never buy that again, i rather eat fatty things and exercise enough to use up the energy i eat. August 08 15:35 I got a headache, maybe from computer monitor... so i rest a while and see if it goes away. Mr Bear will hug my poor head with his soft paws, that often helps. *hugs* August 08 14:30 So there, all Citizen taxes are canceled so i guess that means Mr Bear gets a summer vacation he really deserves it because he is the bestest hugfriend in the whole world! *hugs*  Anyway it will take a bit of time to finish this brand new photo idea but i think there are some new pictures coming later today. Three of the photos i selected are from what was ment to become the Citizen Art Galley and two are brand new that i didnt put in a webpage before. One of those is with super model Mr Bear. Well i write a link here later and it will also be in email news to some thousand people... August 08 12:44 Today i try to find new energy and continue the changes in webthings. It will probably be a better internet for everyone this way. Those who are really interested in me, my thoughts and words in the Diary and such things, can just stay around here. Those who are interested in photos, will just have to visit the coming things me and the little webmaster are working on. And the Happy World will be tax free, except for those who really want to keep Mr Bear happy on his nice green office pillow. Taxes will be donations, donations will also be what makes me bother to make new modeling photos on the coming sites. Well, its not like a pay and get thing, i may feel like making a new photo or two any week, like the coming week actually , but a donation will just tell me someone really wants another photo like one they already saw. So then there will be one, sooner or later. I think the registering of Citizens will still be Invitaion Only because i will try to make scripts and things so registered Citizens can comment in the Diary and perhaps other things in the future. So actually this lot of work i do to change the webthings is mostly for one reason, i cant ever feel like its a work and that i 'have to' do something. When i feel that way, i just dont like it any more. But i do care a lot about the Happy World and the smiles here. So that is why i try this new idea we got, it could be a lot better than subscription taxes and such. I didnt get much done anyway, so those who didnt pay taxes to Mr Bear yet havent missed out on a lot. Still everyone should know that it is partly because of those who did join the Happy World and kept Mr Bear happy the latest months, that i will find energy and get things done. Its the thought that counts. August 07 22:32 It is just too warm to bother with internet things for a while, i better enjoy summer while it is here. We are almost melting here, especially Lady Bear who is a polar hugbear. *hugs* Anyway in evening we are now going to see some tv and hope there is an interesting movie or something. We saw some of a funny movie earlier, but we have already seen it a while ago so we didnt see all of it again. I have even been too tired from warmness to make the cake today, so we will *grompf* that tomorrow. Hope everyone has nice weekend. *hugs* August 07 17:46 I lost the energy today... it looked so nice being lazy with hugbears. But i will try to get it back with some coffee and bouncy music. August 07 13:09 Continuing with the big web project. August 06 23:06 Oh this is tiresome, wake up little webmaster... you have to help me think of some more clever quick way to do all of this. *hugs* But it will rule a lot when things get busy around the new webthings... August 06 22:07 What i have often wondered about those money value changes is, how many moneys are there really? Maybe i can find that somewhere on Internet, i mean those who print the moneys and the central banks should know exactly how many moneys are supposed to be existing. And then i guess add some that are fake, because some people try to print their own moneys. *giggles* Anyway the point is, if there is say 100 billion dollars in the entire world, moving around between whoever owns them and uses them. Then a 1% decrease in dollar value compared to European and rest of world (even if different between all the different moneys) it is a question of HUGE amounts of money. Billions in lost 'value' just because of some unemployment report that didnt meet expectations. I think its a bit silly really. The whole world should have the same moneys, why not the nice Hug-moneys that are always worth more than any other moneys... August 06 18:40 So many typing mistakes in one note... August 06 18:39 Mr Bear happened to see in news that US employment numbers are far weaker than expected. So what happens then? Well the US dollar plummets way down... guess we better bring homeall dollars and change them to reliable moneys like the Hugmoneys. On the other end ofcourse, a lower dolalr money value will male buying all those domain names cheaper so Mr Bear is happy anyway. *hugs* Well Mr Bear is always happy doesnt matter how a dollar changes in value or what the tv news say. August 06 17:17 This will Rule... August 06 12:14 Today it is really difficult to choose, do i forget about the big photo project for Internet and go out in sunshine, or do i continue with it. Well it shouldnt be a tricky choice, sunshine always wins. But if i forget about this idea a while maybe i loose energy and same as too many other webthings, dont get it done. So i think i will just try to stay in computer corner and type on the old keyboard. Because the new keyboard didnt work with long cables. August 05 22:23 Oh no, they didnt have any hotdogs for Mr Bear in the food shop. I will make an extra nice evening sandwich for him instead. *hugs* Well he will get same sandwiches me and Lady Bear eat, but also an extra *hug* because he had wanted hotdogs not a sandwich. Anyway i also found things to make the brambleberry cake, last week they didnt have of those premade cake bottoms. This time they didnt have any real cream for whipping and put on the cake. They had something named like 'middle' whipped cream, wich is supposed to have less fat than normal. I dont know what normal has in fat percents, but the middle one has 30% wich is just like a bag of chips. I asked and the sales girl said it will work on a cake, it can be a little harder to make if fluffy but i am sure the whipping machine thingy can take care of that. The cake may look a little boring, i will only have some chocolate on it and the whipped cream. Its the inside that counts, with the special north swedish berries jam. I think it will be delicious. August 05 20:08 Oh we need some yummy things to eat here, Mr Bear wants hotdogs, Lady Bear want a yummy evening sandwich, and so do i. I will have a shower before i walk to she food shop, the warm day has made me all sweatty it is warmer outside too than in here. The hugbears think it is too warm so i turned on the cooling fan for us all. We should maybe get an air conditioning thingy for next summer. Not that it often gets extremely warm in Sweden summers, but we like it just medium in my castle. It is actually nicer if it is a little too cold than the other way around, because there are always warm clothes to wear. And hugbears dont care if it gets cold either, but they dont like it much in middle of summer, especially Lady Bear who is a cute white polar bear she prefers ice and snow instead of too much warmness. *hugs* Off to the rainy corner of the bathroom with me... August 05 13:15 Just hope i dont get totally tired of the computer after this project... it could be just too much. But i was born to Rule so i think i better go ahead do that on the Internet too. August 05 12:50 This project requires registering about 50 domain names... Can you imagine how many names are just sort of occupied by businesses who bought them, to try and sell them at high prizes later? I already stumbled on some of the pricey names, but i will avoid those there are always alternatives. And i have enough imagination to come up with names nobode else bothered to register yet. Anyway this is why me and the little webmaster talked to Mr Bear also, because domain names are not free to get. Anyway this could turn out to be some serious fun, because after i am done trying to sort old photos i will also make some new. August 05 11:54 Busy today again. I got an idea wich takes some time to get done but will better separate what (too many) people are searching for on the Internet, and the rest of the Happy World. To explain a little about it... i dont really care what people think about me, or what they want to do or say, but as anyone can notice i removed the possibility to leave comments for my photos earlier. Its not really because i cant stand all horny fans who leave naughty comments... it's just that i dont want it in my homepage, it just doesnt fit in around here. So i talked a little to the little webmaster Garfield, and Mr Bear, and so there will be a whole new place for my photos and the sometimes really naughty comments people leave. Maybe if we work really hard here in the castle some news and links can be shared at least this weekend. *hugs* The point is, thoughts are free, think any way you want about me, you can and probably will think any way you want about whatever i write or photos i share, i just dont always want to know about it... August 04 22:43 August 04 15:17 I read in the text-tv news today, that Saddam Hussein wants to sit in a Swedish prison while waiting for his judgement in Iraq... apparently he knows we have comfy prisons, where i heard they complain and whine unless they have tv in their prison cells and things like that. Bwah! We DO NOT want Saddam here, no way! He can sit in a nice Iraq prison waiting for his judgement, wich i have a good idea what it will be. Saddam could also sit in Switzerland prison or another nice country, but i sure hope the UD (fireign departments) of any country he wants to have a vacation in rejects the request. Does he even have any money for an airplane ticket? I'm not sure the people in Iraq would want to actually pay for his vacation idea either, if they knew about it. Oh well... there is nothing positive happening in Iraq so no more writing about that. It's just that this little piece of news surprised me. August 03 21:23 I notice there are very many smiles wanting to be here. And a nice happy hug too, hugs are nice... *hugs* August 03 20:04 August 03 20:01 August 03 19:25 August 03 18:54 Hey you all! Dont sneak into the diary like that people who read will get annoyed if there are too many of you happy smiles here. Or can there be too many smiles? August 03 16:42 Oh no! The smiles are spamming my diary! Stop it you all! *hugs* At least the Happy World smiles make a positive sort of spam. Oh no another smiley spam... Hmm, they cant stay away from the diary i guess. But smiles are always nice. August 03 16:36 Meeeeeep! August 03 16:35 Blabediblabediblabediblobedibleeeeep! August 03 16:29 Fluppifluppifluppi... August 03 15:57 Gobble gobble gobble... August 03 15:51 Bloopi doopi... August 03 15:44 Meepy meepy! August 03 15:13 Tired of trying, it should have worked the way i wrote in the script, but it didnt so i change things back as they were, at least that worked almost every time. August 03 15:08 Now then? August 03 15:06 Now then? August 03 15:03 Hmm, nothing got there or email is really slow. Anyway i saw yesterday an advertising for the Garfield movie i will definitely go and see that! Garfield rules. Maybe my little garfield webmaster can help withthis change in diary scriptings...August 03 14:56 Ofcourse... webthings always have to not work as wanted first in the first try, at least those CGI things... well here we try again. August 03 14:54 Does this updated get to Live Journal? I hope so. August 03 14:49 The first i noticed is that Live Journal can get posts by email. My Diary was made to send copies there but now it uses a form submit thingy, wich actually some few times gives problems... so lets see if i can change that little bit so it sends an email update instead. August 03 14:45 I will be really busy this month, in a sort of fun way. Guess i found motivation for some webthings at least... August 02 22:39 Investigating a little about new computer games with super graphics, i found Half Life 2. Click the link to see what it looks like, i have to say i was amazed when i looked at the Video clips found in the Media part of that website. I thought Morrowind was amazing when i got it but these new games just go way beyond that 3d game in details. But i read on the Bethesda site earlier they are hireing people to create a next generation of their role playing game. I so cant wait to buy that whenever it is available. I will have to try the Half Life 2 too and see if it really looks like in the videos. Its just amazing.August 02 18:10 Great! I found the Java wich actually works with live webcams, mine and everyone else who uses the Webcam 32 things too probably. I happened to find it from a nice live camera site with fishies. Me and hugbears think its very nice we want our own fishies sometime in future. I will put the MS Java for download somewhere, it works better with IE apparently. August 02 15:55 Today i have no problems with motivation, some happy music helps. I still dont know where to begin though...August 01 23:33 For those interested in the Doom 3 game here is where i happened to read about it, there are many screen captures from the game and things there. Also a recorded video somewhere, but there are many pages some searching and reading is needed. August 01 20:56 And now i wonder, how many gaming people are out searching here and there to download Doom 3... I read in a forum that new game has a release date, August 3 in US but some shop had it mistakenly on shelves and some few people got it early. Anyway i have looked at screen images and watched a recorded video it looks like a really scary movie. But i think it will look even better than what i have seen so far, with my new super graphics card. I will go buy that game later, just to see what a next generation game is like, with a next generation video card. But now me and hugbears are going to watch a movie in the tv. August 01 17:00 Oh and maybe i really should rest a little from computer things. As i probably get the new faster things for my computer brainy about next weekend, i will have enough to do then. A new harddrive means no choice, i have to install Windows again, find programs to install again, move all the files i have and such. The little webmaster says a new backup put in the safety vault could be a wise idea before i switch to new harddrive. That way i have everything safe if something is lost by mistake. August 01 16:39 Maybe its the warm summer that makes me feel unmotivated. Anyway, i fell asleep with hugbears wich happens often when we keep our noses close. And i got some ideas. Anyway i plan to continue having a nice summer, and i will not let myself get too tired of something important like the Happy World. Even if it means i have to leave computers a day, a week, or a month, to get creative energy back. Me and the smiles will always be here though, one way or another. *hugs* August 01 14:12 Mr Bear says i should try to do my best with Internet even if i sometimes feel like just closing everything. He is so great support Mr Bear. *hugs* Lady Bear too says the Internet needs a serious Princess, and smiles too. I will go and give my hugfriends a loooong *hug* now and see what we think of. Maybe i just keep things as they are, it isnt my fault if some people expect more of me than i can do. And the best way to fight negativity is with positivity. And there can never be too many smiles, if i add some smiles every day in webpages they will grow really strong as a group. Just look at this group hug dont they look happy together. Hihi. Anyway i always get over negative thoughts, almost have to do that daily if i watch tv news with its always so bad news. But then again, take that old idea i had for a long time, that the world needs a place for only positive news. Ture the little blur friendly snake has waited a long time to get webpages where we can collect news that are positive. I guess its just as it is... i have too many ideas. Maybe if i tried to do one thing at a time, then it would be more happening in webpages. I should begin with the homepage, and then Citizens things. For the few brave Citizens who are still around, even if i dont get as much done in computer world as i want... *hugs* August 01 11:29 I spend a lot of time thinking about this and that. Sometimes when i think about something, i just dont know what to think... today i once again thought, perhaps i should just forget about even trying more to create special Citizens webthings. I mean... who cares? Not many. So i am sorry, i dont know if i can spend the huge count of hours that will be needed to even finish some of the special things. It makes me a little sad thinking about ít. I have wanted to create the community-like Happy World on the web for, probably 3 years now. It is an old idea. I can do it for 0 moneys, Mr Bear wouldnt be too upset if he gets to have vacation forever. *hugs* But i just get really tired of even trying sometimes... Also, there is SO much negativity on the Internet, i dont think even all the smiles around here will be enough to keep that away. Well... i know all the little smiles (and the BIG funniest smiley!) would prefer running away from all my webpages and hide with me and the happy hugfriends in our castle. Because here we are living in the Happy World. What the webthings mostly are about, is my Time. What i should do with it. Time isnt something anyone has unlimited amounts of. Anyway i am also thinking to just turn the taxes thing all around... at least that would make it obvious that Mr Bear and me dont create Citizens webthings for profit. The taxes were always ment to be kept within the Happy World anyway. But the best thing with a non-taxes and very selective 'by invitation only' Citizen web world, is that nobody can ever demand anything, expect anything they dont get, or make me feel like i should have to do something 'because i am paying taxes'. I once had a more normal pay website, it began feeling like a work, and then i closed it. I'm a Princess, i dont work. Enough writing thoughts... i will get over the not-so positive thinking. Its just that i sometimes wonder... why bother.August 01 02:22 I think i just spent over an hour reading a forum topic... 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