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Princess Tessy - The Princess Diary - September 2007 September 30 19:08 By the way i am happy now i did not bother to go spending any big inside Second Life. They recently made the biggest blunder ever...  they have moved billing to UK and suddenly decided to add 17.5% VAT (tax) on all billing to EU residents. Ok, everyone has to pay tax nothing wrong with that at all. Happy world citizens pay tax to me, but Mr Bear also actually has to pay tax to Sweden. But the big issue is they added the tax to their current rather pricey prices. All prices just about anywhere in the world as assumed to include taxes unless otherwise clearly stated. And so, anyone renting an 'island' there for 295$ a month getting a 17% increase without noticed should absolutely dispute that. It is not ok to just change price or make old price no longer include tax within a subscription period. Big mistake Linden Lab. I almost wish i had an island because i would make that company suffer for even trying such a thing with me. I hope a lot of EU residents there refuse to comply without proper advance notice. At least one good thing with happy world is our taxes have a base and the rest is voluntary, sort of. But i do plan to make slightly different experiences for different tax levels. In happy world the richest pay most tax, and while usually not that way in real world i think that is how things should be. Not so much that earning more from work is pointless, but still those who have more can contribute more to everyones wellbeing in a nation. Off to breakfast with me or i never get ready to start this day, wich is mostly night. September 30 18:35 Live picture comes back a bit later in what should be evening but is my morning. I think it is actually good if i am up in late evenings, that way happy world citizens from across the ocean might get to see me awake. But then there are people in Australia too they are hours ahead of my time. But anyways for now i want my sleeping hours moved back a little i think 3 in the night is ok for bedtime here in the castle. That should allow me to have enough sleep and still get up before the hours most people have lunch around here. Now breakfast, i think the happy world chef is a little confused making breakfast for me after most others had dinner already, but i get what i want when i ask ofcourse. Also i want a warm bath then i can return to computer corner. September 30 00:38 Sunday (after i slept) live picture will come back the whole day. Just thought i could mention that for those who like to visit. I have actually gotten very little webthings done so far this weekend but when i wake up i will for various reasons be able to focus almost entirely on the happy world and webthings. But i also have to say that if that remains through rest of the year depends on how October goes. Next month will have a theme, i call it Make Mr Bear Happy. More details about that and other little things come tomorrow or at least during next week. Hope everyone has a nice weekend. *hugs* September 29 18:18 I think it would be nice to replace the old picture with my old red gown on front page with a new one soon. I guess that means i hope citizens will find that worth their priority buttons too next week. That is one thing to ponder on for citizens. You can obviously pick wichever priority you want of those presented, but there is also the convenient and good idea to choose the same priority for the moment that I pick. I will make that possible to see, and while i will sometimes be most happy if citizens follow my leadership regarding priorities i will listen to the voice of my people. Ofcourse i will, the happy world is a democratic monarchy. That might sound a little strange since in some ways it is contradicting. But the thing is while i rule and can make any decision i want, i wont go totally against the will of my people. If even dictatorships were led by dictators who cared firstly about the people they too could be working governments in a way. Still monarchy means no elections, but then again who could possibly replace me. Anyway i thought about Halloween and remember eBay is usually a little more full of fun clothes October. So while i dont plan to shop there myself just now i will try to help soon to be citizens maybe find clothes they need or want. Because those who really want can be a Prince or a Princess in the happy world too, you will just have to dress accordingly and behave appropriately. Just remember there is a difference between being a Princess and the one and only royal highness. *hugs* September 29 01:41 I got almost nothing done in the other dimension so far, maybe later in the night. But this is the happy world, and i just got a little idea. When citizenships can be obtained one thing i want to do is little competitions. The first one i thought of recently is a little about Halloween. It is from one episode in a tv series (this is a good hint to guess the answer later. ) and will be to recognise or figure out where a little sound clip is from. And from that same episode wich happens to be one of my favourites there is also another little bit of talking that wont be part of the competition, but instead will be winners price. The talk about what will be the winners price goes something like this... 'This aint no tea party princess, sooner or later you're going to have to fight' ... 'Fight these creatures? I'd sooner die.' Well the price is not fighting and certainly not death. So it will be a little tea party with me and all the hugfriends around Halloween. Ofcourse only through live camera and chat and such, but i do plan to bake (and maybe buy some to be lazy) yummy cookies and such to share. But more about that little idea later when things are in order. September 28 18:55 To get it done, i spend some time updating the other sexier dimension today and until done for now. I am going to leave sexy princess tessy for now as a free place supported by advertising. I actually dont plan to spend all that much time on it, time is valueable and i prefer to spend mine trying to make the happy world a nicer place. That is what i will do rest of weekend since i doubt it will take rest of week to sort in various naughtier things where it is supposed to go. Next week however i resume also required efforts to make sure happy world trades are in out favour. When Mr Bear gathers little taxes I wake up my sense of business and make sure happy world has what is called a positive cash flow. We cant have a worried Mr Bear never ever that is just not good. *hugs* September 27 05:05 This night i did it! I once again managed to place quite well in on of those freeroll poker tournaments. This time i was 81 of 5610 starting players. Not too bad although i could have tried better in the end. At least i played safe past the 'in the money' having enough chips. So i now have one real dollar to play with wee wee! I actually won 30 cents earlier some day, i played super-micro 10 person tables with them, and somehow lost the whole fortune. Humpf. But with this one dollar i can loose 10 times in a row before i have no choice but to stay with play money. I am quite proud of this one dollar, i earned it and it was not easy. Doesnt matter i have heaps of dollars in our treasury, this one is a little special. Maybe i save it and try to win another, although what to aim for is obviously first place. Next time i get that far i will try better i had chips for place 40 but plopped them all in there with a decent hand pre-flop and lost. I should have been more careful, but i had been careful two hours already to get that far... Mr Bear is also a little smiley, i think he likes best that i won a whole big dollar gambling with nothing from our treasury. He is quite proud of that decision. September 26 23:23 Email fixed i think *hugs* to the little garfield webmaster. What would we all do without him. September 26 22:25 Well it appears emails sent to me from anywhere that is not the contact webpage will not reach me. That was not planned and i have no idea how long it has been that way. It could be good for one thing, all potential spam will be stopped since if it gets the email box spammers still cant intrude in my mailbox. But the really bad is if someone wrote to me from the email form, i answered, then they wrote back... apparently then i dont get the email. At least some testing now made things appear to be that way, but i think it worked the normal way earlier. Hmm. But for now anyone wanting to send me an email better use the contact page. *hugs* September 26 21:53 Uh oh i just think i discovered a rather serious problem, something doesnt work as it should and i have no idea what is wrong. Help little webmaster and fast! The problem? I get emails from the contact form here in homepage, but i just tested myself to send an email to me and it never got through. So i am just wondering what emails i might have never gotten from those that wrote back. This was not a nice discovery better put other webthings aside and fix this quick if possible.  September 26 21:35 Instead of live camera, i recorded some little video clips. Not sure i dive into the video editing program today it was long ago maybe save that for tomorrow or later. But at least that new webcamera i got long ago and hardly used makes better colours. September 26 19:44 Ok i will go get myself an ICQ, i heard the other princess in the other dimension will do the same to be able to chat with people. That is especially useful together with live pictures i think. ICQ chat is for Citizens only, sure anyone can snoop around and find the number(s) but i will only send out requests to be listed as contacts. I will approve none from anyone else. This will definitely help preventing what happened to my old ICQ wich over a thousand persons. I could never chat with most of them anyway, or had to be visible a while, begin chatting with two or three then go invisible. It is just impossible to chat with too many anyway. September 26 18:50 [link] There you go, one old picture replaced the slightly too silly for Lady Bear's taste. Yes i care about Lady Bear, she has nothing against me wearing skating dresses or whatever for sporty activities or at home. But behaving naughtily the way photo 10 was until now is not something she approves of, and so that will be tossed away to the other dimension where some other princess behaves in ways Lady Bear might get a heart attack from. *eep* Anyway now there are boring zeroes next to my flawless legs at photo 10, and i believe photo 19 deserves at least one servant bowing or a curtseying maid or some such to make sure i have any possibly required assistance ready and waiting. Oh and photo 20 deserves some respect just becayse i am so pretty. And i know some will find photo 21 absolutely perfect, while others might find it silly. What do i think? Well i think i am entitled to be as spoiled and uppity as i want any day! Only exception is when making important decisions about how to rule the happy world, because then i wake up my serious brain. And have meetings with our King and Queen ofcourse. September 26 16:10 Mr Bear is anxious too, he is warming up the fluffy green pillow he uses for work office seating. He will not resume work today but it will be so nice to have Mr Bear a bit closer again, bed is so far away from computer corner. At least it is more far away than my arms can reach but Mr Bear's office is within reach and so we can share hugs quickly if one of us wants. Today will be the day to try and design our buttons. Buttons have to look nice, but also be easy to create more with different text on. And somewhat easy to read what button says too, so not too pretty. Oh well i am no graphics designer but i will try to make them worthy of being clicked on. Because some citizens will be clicking on some buttons a lot, it is their duty. September 26 15:41 How serious are you about living in a Happy World? I just had my servants carry the tv down to storage for a while, because I dont want to stumble on tv news about possible negativity in Burma. I really dont, i replaced the tv with some flowers instead you will see in live picture later today. I will just wait for Ture to bring me some positive news about Burma and the protests there. Ture is so anxious to get some positive news to share he almost forgot his popcorn breakfast. A good example of positive news, is like recently 52 police officers were arrested in, hmm, i dont remember country. But they good news was those supposed protectors of law and order were arrested for being bribed and taking part in criminal activities. It was one of the bigger drug trafficking countries i dont remember. But that is positive news. Find something, a rescued cat or big news does not matter. Ture will need help from Citizens and i hope he get some. Positive news blurbs can just be the opposite of how the stupid regular tv news do it. If there is a hurricane or whatever, dont select the horrible sides of things. Find something positive in the likely badness. Dont let Ture forward news to me about casualties, but let him read and pass on news about how many were rescued. Tv news very rarely do that, and still to this date it boggles my mind. Is there any tv news that bothered to even try changing the news angle? Or do people really want to know about mostly bad news? I dont get it. I am tired of it, and so away goes the tv. I can read books instead of snooping on tv movies too, books are great entertainment just have to find a good one same as with movies. September 26 02:33 Ooops the sleepymonster sneaked in here again, but at least it was nice hiding under a cozy cloak with Mr Bear close a while. I actually think the sleepymonster only sneaks in here when it knows someone is tired, because sometimes one can be that without really noticing at first. Anyway to compensate for this delay a little i will exchange one photo from homepage for another that is probably more suitable. It is also either a little fun, or it speaks exactly how things are, depends on how one wants to look at it as with many of my pictures. It is not all that serious though, because i can assure anyone that every happy world citizen is worth some my time. *hugs* See it tomorrow, i try to actually also sort the rest of pictures ment to be there for a start wich would possibly mean 4 new pictures or some old i stumble on inside computer brain. September 25 17:18 Today i spend some time on the Pamper and Spoil me page, because that is a page i find fun to update. That was the lost page, but i found it through the Internet Archive. I also found a link there to my old musics page, and so i will update that today also. I sort of stopped writing music but if some Citizens want me to resume it in future there will be a priority button for it. *hugs* I really do want to find inspiration and make maybe 10 nice musics and put on a CD disc. If that is something Citizens want me to put some focus on later i will. Every citizen will get a signed CD if one ever gets completed. *hugs* September 25 15:33 I just waked up and got a good idea. Not that citizenships are finished just yet, but i think the taxes could and should have a range from the least required and way up. I do want that to also be associated with Happy World honorary titles as part of roles i want possible to choose too. But i think those things may have to be tried in future unless i do it manually. I am not sure even that is possible with the current choosen money processing service but is worth a little investigation. Anyway 10 Euro is the taxes, but those who want to support the Happy World into the future should and hopefully soon can, choose to pay more taxes. Now why would anyone want more taxes, everyone hates taxes in the real world? Well maybe so, but in the happy world taxes are used for good things, they make Mr Bear and your Princess happy, wich makes it easier trying to keep citizens happy too. So while voluntary and optional, citizens should pick the level of contribution that suits their own income. That means 10 Euro is a wise choice if that money means choosing between happy world citizenship and seeing one movie instead of two per month. But then if you prefer keeping your Princess and Mr Bear and all the smileys smiling you might still think about choosing 20 Euro. And if you are a well paid boss in some company, you will feel good about choosing an appropriate tax level of perhaps 50 Euro. And maybe you are not just the boss but own a succesful business? Millionaire? Billionaire? Well i think the upper limit for montly taxes was a little over 100 US dollars so that will be the maximum. Mr Bear doesnt really want to be a black hole for money anyway, but taxes will help make sure the happy world continues to exist and evolve. And so, off i go to see if this is possible. In other words, pay different monthly for more or less the same things. There is always the pampering page later anyway, so no need to worry. Donations and gifts are welcome and in fact i expect some of that. You see we Princesses often do that it is kind of built into our mind. But hugs are great gifts too, and 's and they cost nothing. *hugs* September 25 03:27 While snooping for some information about how to do some webthings, we stumbled on something else that could be useful. We found how to let people upload files to a web server, wich ofcourse could be useful later to let citizens share a photo of them or perhaps a little gallery. I only tested it with one photo but it worked so worth saving for future use in more tricksy webthings. And i actually think some webpages from old homepage might be lost. At least one i looked for now to move here was not where i thought it would be. Maybe just my rather unorganized computer... i really should organize it over time. I will. Just not all at once there is just soooo much here and there. September 25 00:30 I will be a bit busy this night going in and out so live camera get some rest, but it will wake up tomorrow again. I will be getting some webthings done though and in fact i just found an old photo never used. And i remade another that has been shown, this version is just with other text. But like i mentioned earlier, sometimes text next to a photo can make it appear very different. Those are for that other naughtier dimension, but i will sort out most of homepage this week too. *hugs* I think approaching winter gives me energy to be creative in computer corner, it is a nice place to hide from coldest of days and if i am going to do that i should have webthings sorted out in good time before Christmas for sure. September 24 02:20 Waiting for poker tournament to begin, silk gloves are off i cant wear those trying to box my way past a few thousand other card players.  Well obviously i could since it is a game of mind (and chance) but to be more serious, gloves and computer keyboards are not the best combination. Or not so much the typing as using the mousie, fingers with no gloves just get better grip on anything. So i am excused by Lady Bear to not wear my gloves in computer corner. I also quickly changed dress because i noticed the white was a little tight fitting, wich i remember now and part of reason i have not worn it often. Comfy is important for me too, and as it is right now the most comfy gown i have happens to be my last own created pink one. So i hope when i complete the new red one it will be equally comfy. Oh well it appears to be 15 minutes more to wait i go gather some positive energy from some hugs then. One game i did very well Mr Bear was with me, i think he helped in some secret way. September 24 00:44 So there, the snooping live camera is alive again. I am actually thinking to keep it awake almost all hours i am at home, for my Citizens anyway. Mostly there might not be much happening, at least not so much that is visibly happening. But to me visibly happening i guess i would have to be dancing or something. Maybe i do sometime, but dont ask. I found a seldom worn white gown for rest of today, it is from France i dont remember brand and could not read it actually because of so intricate emroidery on the creators mark usually on same place as washing instructions. Not that I read washing instructions that is for my maids. Either way it is not possible to see how it looks like in live camera and Lady Bear wisely told me to make a photo soon. So i will do that. It is quite simple but i liked the sort of brocade fabric it is made of that is why i bought it. I just wonder if my purely white cloak will try and compete in purity with this dress, then i cant wear it with this one. But i could always just have the natural white cozy cloak that doesnt even try to be more brightly white than anything else. It just would look a little bad i think, if the dress looks less white than a cloak. But then that is just my opinion. Otherwise i have one little plan for the night wich is a card game. I think i mentioned it earlier i tried poker. And i am not terribly bad at it at all. But beside the question if a Princess should take part in any such card games, i just dont want to think i am spending or at least risking, any happy world taxes Mr Bear gathered. That just feels wrong somehow. If i buy something for me or decide to throw a party, that is a more sensible and useful way to spend taxes. But! Fear not, because i found something called freerolls. I will share where i play when i happen feel like it, but i cant share my nickname there for privacy reasons. I found bet365.com so anyone who wants can go there too. Well not anyone, it did mention something about US citizens, probably the online gambling ban. But anyways, under scheduled tournaments there are free games. One thing some say is how on earth does one win or place well among up to 12.000 competing poker players? Its all about luck. Well is it really. Some say those games are not good to practice on because a lot of participants are just going to play a lottery style, throw in all poker chips and hope for good cards. I saw that a lot.  But... i still say those are good, and more importantly free, practice. If someone places in money regularly, or manages to actually get to final table once or twice, or even wins. Then you did not just get lucky. It takes some luck i would agree, but the rest is going to be survival skills and good card playing. Nobody will win out of 12.000 tournament participants with only luck. Because it appears from start to end it is 2-3 hours. Anyway, it is no great pay even if placing first, i think 40-50$ at most but being free to try and use for practice i found it perfect. No spending from our treasury, and when i want some poker fun or brain challenge i can go there. Now if someone could find a good place to play chess or other games it would be nice. I think that would be a very nice thing to do with my citizens. I remember Microsoft had some online game place, but i bet they require Internet Explorer and their things to play. So dont suggest that anyone. But chess or backgammon or so that works through java or flash or whatever somewhere, would be nice. I did find that inside Second Life but i would prefer web games instead of 3d. Oh tournament i enter begins 2.30 my time, but they start all through day and i found there are least participants 7 in the morning. Could be better odds to place where one wins dollars or cents with a few thousand less competing for them. My best placement so far? 175 out of 5000, and 277 out of 12000. Yes, that last place 277 was 7 places from actually winning 50 cents or something, and in fact i played stupid there. Most would play careful being close to where placements give any winnings, even though i dont care about cents or a few dollars i still want to improve my best placement. That is the real game, not the moneys. But fact is fact i had over 40.000 chips and *poooof* they went away in 3 flops. For the knowledgeable players, blinds were 4000/8000 and so i could have just folded and waited for the magic 270 players left moment. That was my plan actually, fold, wait a little, then resume play from 270 and as good as i could get. But then i got a pair of jacks... stupid jacks, the made me loose. But still place 277 is not bad, and i guarantee it takes more than luck. Now i think Mr Bear want some hugs. He always wants hugs mmm... that is good because i do too. If you want a hug too here is one. *hugs* September 23 17:49 Mmm the happy world is starting to feel a little more like it should i think. I just have to do some more things here, and well... many many more thinsg here, and for the hugfriends homepages and it is so much i want to do. But it will be so fun i cant wait to start seeing things get completed. Now i need a dinner, meatballs and potatoes and lingonberries again actually. It has become a regular favourite here in the little castle, simple basic food but oh so yummy. After that i want a nice warm bath then live camera can be on for evening. I will even bother to select some dress i havent been wearing in front of any little webcamera or photo camera anytime yet. Hmm, i think something white could be nice, because i was just thinking to complete the white cozy cloak. Still undecided and never worn that cloak i sort of wanted a really pretty clasp for it but i also think silver will do fine until i or some helpful citizen find something better. Cloak clasps are quite easy to replace, all it takes is removing one and hand sewing on a new. Half an hour i would guess. I remember seeing some more pretty clasps long ago when i ordered a little heap of my gold and silver ones, but i didnt get those too. Time to go snooping on eBay or wherever soon again perhaps for decorations and other nice soft things to make things prettier. September 22 22:24 Late last night i saw the little documentery about the real Rain Man. I just stumbled on it randomly looking what was on tv. I saw much of it earlier but now i got to see most of it. It was interesting how he got an extraordinary ability while same time having a disability. They had looked at brain scans and pictures looked like brain was damaged, doctor or scientist whatever he was explained the missing parts from the super-memory brain of the real rain man (i forgot name) were the parts connecting left and right brain halfs. Either way he sure had good memory, and able to read books really fast two pages at a time. This evening i will finally separate the various more or less naughty pictures and such from our Happy World. That is all going to the other domain, easy to find from here for those that want to go there. Easy to avoid for those who dont want it intruding on their view of happy world. In my opinion it will work, i dont have to throw away old art or things i or others created, and the happy world can be what it is. After shoveling in things to the other domain that belong there i will update email news to be two news lists, one for here one for the other dimension, both requiring verification this time. It is one thing me and the little webmaster forgot long ago, joining an email news list means the email entered should have to verify as being the owner or the address doesnt get into the subscription list. That makes sense, and so it will be programmed get busy little garfield! *hugs* September 20 23:24 [link] There it is finally, go to stories and read about the journey into danger. Why might I be heading to dangerous lands? It must have a good reason, and it does. Just reading both stories again this evening made it so much easier to notice that Mr Bear smiles. Sometimes i think some virus from Woeland sneaks into the Happy World and makes it difficult to be positive and see the nice little things that make life good. But the story book is a good medicine, thank you again to story writer i really hope you are still around here. *hugs* And his hugfriend cat, every time i read what he wrote i picture him a cat friend together happy and free of worries. That is the happy world in a way, the moments when nothing bothersome is occupying the mind. I wish everyone could have many such moments or just never have any bothers to worry about at all. *hugs* September 20 19:41 Appearing later this evening will be the second adventure, wich i should have added to happy world library more quickly. But at least soon you get to read it. I like the first adventure the most so far, but second story was influenced by writers life and as anyone knows, life is usually not perfect. Except in the happy world ofcourse! I also decided that instead of me starting to create any naughtier webpages including also some older photo art i wont keep in homepage anymore. Well, to keep my mind on what is important, wich is the smiles and hugs, starting the other project will require 10 to 20 confirmed interested happy world citizens. That way, i wont waste time on something that is not important enough. I do prefer to think about yummy dragon baked pies for dinner mmmmm they are so nice. And smiles are nice. And hugs too! *hugs* September 18 16:00 For the first time in a long time, i am going to resume daily plan writing on paper. I think i need that to get things done, it is either that or an assistant who keeps reminding me what is next in line every time i get something taken care of. Paper works though, it did some days where i thought a while about what i should get done that day, and also thinking about time so i dont try to get too much done in a day. Papers are ment to be just that, things to try and get done one day. Then the next, and the next. Ofcourse longer plans are good to have aswell, but to not spend so many days getting little achieved i better write down daily plans. The main reasons are two. To try and get what i planned done and then feel good about not being too lazy. And two, if i fail to do what i set out to do in a day it will be left there as a reminder about failed planning. I dont like to fail with what i set out to achieve really, so i wont let that happen much. So hello pen and paper every day. It will be a nice moment also, i think Mr Bear and Lady Bear can help with planning every day. They might notice if i try to squeeze too much in a day, or too little. September 17 23:49 I just realised if i do create a place for naughty things, it can all be on the .org domain. I never ended up using that for much. That is a bit opposite to what one might associate .com and .org domains with, but i dont feel like moving the happy world. Just think about it, moving thousands of little smileys what if some of them are lost on the way? No we better stay here. Also since all old photos have the .com address on them, someone finds it in computer they should see the happy world first. Then they can click onwards to the naughtier pages if they want. So while i slowly work on homepage i will also edit the .org to become where all naughty things go. I think there will also be a smaller diary of some sort there for notes, just so i dont have to write about those things here. But now i just want to have some hugs. September 16 23:32 I guess it became yet another lazy weekend with nothing much done. But then again why not since lazy days are quite nice. Me and Mr Bear will ponder a little more on if i should spend energy on the other things than Happy World. The reason is a difference i found out about long ago, but while i am the only one of me there is just mountains of sexy all over Internet already. So maybe i dont bother, but if i do the plan is decided even if not really a detailed plan just the basics. So left here is just the smiles and hugs, but me and all the hugfriends like those the most any day. I ended up stumblng on tv showing the second Bourne movie this evening actually, and i realised i had seen it i just did not remember. No hurry for me to see the third, but sometime i will since i found them good action. Simpsons rule though! September 15 23:27 Uh oh... the sleepymonster sneaked into our little castle again. Somehow that means midnight feels like a good hour for dinner today, yummy meatballs and potatoes probably it is simple but nice. I just snooped on tv a little Bourne Identity movie is really good i think. I already saw it when it was new, but now it appears movie three is around and i have not seen the second. Guess i should find second before i snoop on the third. But that is for later now the swedish chef needs to make me some potatoes and meatballs. Gobble gobble, mmm the muppets are fun to swedish chef should come guest cooking sometimes. September 15 16:53 I just figured out exactly how to do things. I bothered to figure that out because 1, sometimes being sexy is fun. 2, i dont want to discard old photo art even if some is quite naughty. 3, my idea will make Mr Bear smile. And a smiling Mr Bear makes me smiley too. For once i wont write much about the plan here before i get anything done or something completed. You will see when it is appearing. *hugs* There will be a naughty corner, where citizenships cost a whopping 50$ a month. And a themed site with old unique ideas i still (as usual with my unique ideas) have not seen done online. Theme site membership, also 50$ a month. Yes it is true, they will be among the most pricey membership areas online. And even so, they wont contain heaps of content. Happy world citizenships are going to be just 10$, and i do have a perfectly thought out reason for the different price tags. This weekend however i will not spend time on the revival of the naughtier side of things (wich is just roleplay/cosplay) but clean up my homepage. And give Mr Bear lots of hugelihugs! *hug* *hughughug* *HUG* September 14 23:54 I think live camera wakes up again tomorrow, just now i feel more like maybe going to sleep so no energy to even wake up the little camera. Well i dont think i sleep now since i have shifted sleeping hours last weeks but never know. Nothing interesting in the tv either, but i dont need tv to have a nice friday evening. My hugfriends, maybe a candle for light company, and perhaps something yummy within reach. Then a lot of hugs and thinking of nice things. I got an idea for a new photo lately, but it will have to wait until i get some other webthings done. Hope everyone has nice beginning of weekend. *hugs* September 12 22:44 Not much done with any webthings today, but now i see my hugfriends all want some hugs. I am also going to ponder with all of them if bothering with a naugty world is an idea worth spending energy on. Until i hear something from someone i think i just do nothing here.September 12 16:13 I snooped a little for a good chat program useful in happy world, i found Trillian wich looked free and maybe works with many other like ICQ MSN and whatnot. At least for chatting, but that was only for Windows i think. So i kind of wonder if anyone around here is a Linux or Mac user and if so knows a good IM program that is for all major os-es. We dont want to discriminate what may very well be better than Windows here in happy world. At least Linux is free and that of itself makes it better than Vista and all that, just because of the nice price. At least i think so. But i am still on Windows because there are just so many programs bought and downloaded i cant move anywhere. A bit stupid that, but not much to do. September 12 01:21 Installed, no big problems for me and little clever garfield webmaster. But i think we want custom usernames and passwords. Just be well aware that even if little content is for citizens only we will secure what is there against any kind of password sharing. I remember that crap from my old little paid for site, i had little there but even so some password sharing hacking site had one username listed. Well try that again and the user will be locked within very little time. The little garfield webmaster will make sure that works tomorrow. While i add some little things there. With some luck these simpler to manage citizenships may be available for weekend already. September 11 19:02 Why do things the complicated way at first, i will just let citizens use their own sense of choosing what to see or not. Besides most contents will not be hiding behind taxes, but my email will, my ICQ or other ways to chat, and any way to interact or leave photo comments or whatever will be just that. Only for my citizens. So to be part of things, either the happy world or the naughty world, a citizenship will be kind of needed. This way i can do whatever i am motivated to do any week and nothing will be a waste of my time. Just like photos can be slightly sorted by nice or naughty theme (sometimes only made naughty by comments left though...) so can stories, and little video clips, and live camera also. My thinking is better get things back in decent shape than be slow rest of year. And besides, i think citizens just like me, sometimes want to just be happy sometimes want to be naughty. So i will leave those choices to you. This does mean taxes will be 20$ though, partly because of processing company taking about 15% before Mr Bear gets anything to count. And Mr Bear needs to be happy or i wont be happy. But today Mr Bear is happy. *hugs* September 11 16:16 I waked up and found no offer to be of use. Well then. That means i suddenly change direction of things, like it or not. My homepage and the happy world will be free from taxes just about the way it is now. And instead i will open the naughty world, where sexy princess tessy does whatever a naughty princess does best. That is all roleplay, cosplay, no nudity only teasing and modeling. But as it is i already know some will pay taxes for that kind of fun and it wont require help to setup. So there. When there is 20 people waiting in line to assist in creating the happy world, i resume that effort. Being sexy is fun too. And i do what i find fun or what i notice people appreciate the most. Naughty world taxes will be 20 dollars a month. And no i dont care to make that 19.95 a month... September 11 02:26 I just realised that to be able to create the citizenships, i need a ginnypig. Or someone with their savings piggy registered with Paypal. I honestly dont know how much time i will have for happy world webthings just ahead, but i will try to get something done whenever i can ofcourse. Everything will slowly grow around here anyway, depending on what i or citizens want so why be slow and not let future citizens help with some little things you can. There are several good things with the wanted way of moving coins around, that will be explained later when citizenship applications and Mr Bear's cozy office pages are actually online. Just for one thing, taxes are not a subscription. You have to visit Mr Bear and make sure you paid. But doing this the much more tricksy way, perhaps too much but worth a try, any citizen can also just tell Mr Bear they will be away a while. Then you dont have to pay taxes, and can come back when you want with requirement to pay 1 week taxes on return. Not a month but a week, and other times doesnt matter pay one day or a month or a year Mr Bear is supposed to be counting paid days. With some pre-packaged subscription service that would not work, because leaving means account goes to history. Citizen accounts in happy world will be permanent, unless it is some grumpy negative intruder who deserves to be kicked out. But anyway... someone with a Paypal is needed to test buying coins from Mr Bear. Dont be shy, helping your Princess is a good thing to do. It will only be small costs, and when things are a bit more finished the test-coins will ofcourse be returned for whatever use they might have in future. On really good thing with our own economy, is that i can also take moneys from Mr Bear and give to citizens. I will however for a start also add the basic costs of things, so you see what money i spent on my own months on end to keep the smiles alive. Well i could write it here already, its almost 200$ a month. How many silver or gold coins that is for Mr Bear to remove from the treasury later i have no clue yet. I have yet to decide how much gold a gold coin will be and from what exchange and in what currency. Those things are complicated, i doubt our gold coin value will be updated more than once per day but for those who want i guess that could be a game. Should i buy happy world money today or next week? Hope everyone had a nice monday. *hugs* I know some who work monday to friday think mondays are boring... but like sunshine comes after rain, there is a friday after every monday. September 10 18:39 [link] Between dinner and next task to do, i thought to search for a radio channel i heard once inside Second Life. So there it is, easy to find with Google. Slow Radio, if the electronic relaxing music or such from DI radio is not your thing. I dont always listen to electronic music myself ofcourse. September 10 01:41 Resting head earlier today i snooped on some tv between sleep. I saw a program about invasive species. No it was not about UFO or aliens but almost sounds like it might be. It was about how some plants and animals, that for some reason and often done by humans, were moved from their natural home far across the planet. One was some crabs the russians took from i think waters in Asia by train and ships to drop north of Russia i think Barents sea. To help their fishers. Good idea perhaps, but they take over the waters and i learned just one female crab can carry 50.000 child crabs. They are slowly wandering south along Norway coast, no idea when tv program was done but they were a little worried in Denmark. And Denmark already had their problem, with some oysters someone brought from Japan. Well that may be nice, but in Denmark the oysters decided to grow up in lumps on mussels. Wich makes the oysters quite worthless as they said oysters are eaten one and one, a lumped together of 3-4 oysters i guess no restaurant or so wants. Also some plant in Denmark a big one, and having been moved in as decorative plant but escaping to nature it has no enemies. No insects want it, no animals eat it, and it just spreads all over. And then people try anyway to stop the growth, at least the species that are tried to control they dont use poisons but other ways. But what i once again had to think about, is why on earth they missed the biggest invasive species on our planet. No need to guess, its humans. If there is one dangerous invasive species taking over the planet is is just that, humans. Consuming all goodies we want, cutting down trees, claiming land for our bigger and bigger farming needs. Humans take what we want from waters, until there is barely anything left. Many many things make humans the worst invasive species on our planet. So there. That tv program missed something, perhaps becase people are all over the planet already and not really moved from one part to another. I still have hope our planet will be nice to live on for all living beings, not just invasive selfish humans. There is always hope.September 09 22:15 Annoying headache doesnt give up, maybe i should find some pills. I try to avoid eating medicines unless really needed because i do think the body heals itself in many ways. At least headaches, they usually have a cause and when cause is found out somehow headache goes away. Too little sleep, too much sleep, too little to drink, eye strain or whatever cause. I will figure it out, but for now i just feel a bit annoyed. But i think Mr Bear and Lady Bear should for now not have to worry about me so they are having a cozy huggy evening in our sofa. There is one thing i really like, Mr Bear's blanket. It is warmer than my velvet cloaks since made of mostly wool and so great for chilly winter times. Hugbears dont often need extra warmth but they too like to snuggle sometimes. Mmm, that is how the happy world should look like. I just have to get something useful done today before i perhaps go snuggle with them too. September 09 15:44 On the other hand, wich Mr Bear reminded me about, i could just make a future revived sexy princess be a decision of happy world citizens. That sounds like a better idea than mine in a way. Sure i know just sharing photo art in public is popular and would entertain many. But on the other hand why would i bother if my citizens dont think that is a priority. So i will just go forth with the cleaning up today, and if plenty happy world citizens also want a naughty world then i will consider creating that. Most costumes or clothes can be shown anyway just like any ordinary clothing catalogue or whatever. Nothing naughty about that, and i will find some forgotten clothes to show citizens, from gowns to sporty clothes and things between. But other than that i also really want to share story two today, written by same great person who wrote first adventure. So big *hugs* to him. Without his two big stories there would only be some few naughty ones and those will be retired until enough citizens vote for creating a naughty world too. The happy world doesnt need a naughty world unless we decide so, that isnt really a decision for tourists. But i like tourists also, there should be more tourists happy world always has nice weather, yummy food, smiles and hugs what is there to not like here. September 09 15:05 Next week i will mainly resume royal duties that leave little time for homepage. I am actually reconsidering the whole sexy thing, not mainly to entertain the world but because it has been fun creating the art i did in the past. And it should be fun to create some more photos or so, storage room still has costumes and clothes i never yet bothered to show either as the regular me or the teasing me. This kind of left me pondering on moving some things around again. Decisions decisions... it isnt always easy being me. I would actually prefer Mr Bear got moneys to count only by donations, not some requirement. But i also know everyone expect Internet to be full of free things... and so making something voluntary will make Mr Bear be on lazy holidays many years more. Wich isnt bad in a way he can wait on our cozy bed instead of sitting on the fluffy office pillow. I will think about that, i am not sure. Maybe its the boring headache i had most of yesterday and waked up with today again. Headache is boring, but sometimes i find creative ideas while i rest and wait for head to get better. September 08 22:17 I suddenly got very sleepy, probably better live picture comes back for a nice Sunday. *hugs* September 08 21:25 [link] So there, it is now official that my somewhat 'simple' but easy to care for dresses cost 300 to 470 euro each. And a cozy cloak costs 200 euro. This isnt cheap, but also not terribly pricey i think. Me and Mr Bear just thought together those prices are ok for now, its not like we expect a lot of requests anyway. If this is interesting for some around here i will try and make sewing room more detailed. I could mention things like contrasting bodice, wanting decorations here or there. Some things would cost a lot, some like just mixing colours may cost nothing extra. But for now it is just plain and simple. And anyone who wants to shop from my shop and give me a new gown just find a color from the sewing room heap of fabrics. If you have 300 euro available for a nice gift (even if i have to work to get it, but i dont mind!) just let me know wich colour except the red wich is already in slow progress. Another dress for me to wear regularly is just as nice and good use as bath bubble oils, just more pricey i could agree. But i will remember wich citizens give me wich gown, from my own little shop or anywhere else. Maybe it should become a competition, i tell every day on live camera page wich gown i wear and in case it was a gift from who. Then citizens get to vote, and the most popular dress given to me by someone win something nice. I think that is a great idea for a competition, especially since i would get to wear all entries. It would be so nice in comfy sofa wearing a dress i got from Mr X, or laying on cozy bed reading a nice book wearing some pretty gown Miss Y thought i should have. In my mind that would be like being hugged by the citizen all time i wear their gift, wich is a nice thought. Much nicer than if i just go shopping. But if nobody bothers i think both Mr Bear and Lady Bear will give me new clothes on my birthday. They dont want me walking around in too well used clothes, even if using clothes a long time is good both for economy and environment a Princess should wear nothing that looks worn. Wich is why my blue gown is going to be retired soon. Now that one, i might just throw on eBay. But i think it is better auctioned only among happy world citizens who know more about its history than just another second hand ballgown. Now i go watch tv a little bit, then i find the live camera again it was forgotten yesterday i am sorry if some were waiting and waiting to see me or the hugfriends. We will show up soon. *hugs* September 08 20:17 As i ponder here i realise, i once again have to snoop around and find the html code for the Euro money. Just like properly displaying swedish characters, or some german, or some others too likely one should use the weird codes. Anyway, there is not really anything in future stopping a nice person from actually ordering a gown or so for me. I sure will be sewing more for myself anyway this coming winter, but someone buy a gift for me from my own tiny shop i could not be slow or lazy about finishing clothes. Like the current red gown, wich absolutely must be done before next month. September 08 19:44 Sorry Mr H who was wondering about buying a gown, i am actually creating a little size page just now with some information also about what i can do or not. It is more about what i cant do, because compared to any formal shop with seamstress working to adjust or custome ordering online, i cant do much except follow patterns. I will also have a little meeting with Mr Bear and ponder on pricing, along with the actual procedure required to make anything happen. That includes, me finding out if a wanted colour or fabric is available in the shop i shop at, or can be ordered and if so when is it available. Prices will be including shipping, so i just plop that additional cost in the middle of international and swedish. Because they are not much different, strangely enough. Besides that, each item i create for someone else will be a custom order, paid in advance, and being custom means i will not have items returned or payments refunded. There is a huge difference having a shop with a stock of items in different sizes colours and all that and accepting returns, or just creating one item because one person wants it made. September 08 16:32 I just watched a tv program about something that in the end made me cry. I shouldnt have watched it perhaps, it does make even me find it difficult to believe there is a Happy World. Well there was a happy ending in the program, for that one person and family and relatives around. But i also know there are many who have really bad ends to their stories of the same kind and that end, is suicide. The program was about the problem of being born transsexual. Now some who know nothing quickly assume, oh... whats the problem, crossdressing and wanting to change gender to fit the clothes. Stop being silly. Well some think about it that way. Most people dont even know the differences between all the gender-bending terms. I can say though because I know, there is a huge difference between a transvestite and a transsexual. Not on the outside to most people ever meeting one, but on the inside. And since the inside of any person is their essence, it just makes me so sad thinking about the nightmare of living more or less of ones life in the wrong body. Because that is essentually what being born transsexual is about. Its not primarily about the clothes there it is about the inside. So the only way someone not living such a nightmare can even picture it, then here is how to try do it. Think of yourself, you are either a male or a female. You should know there is quite a lot of differences in appearance, how people of the same and opposite gender looks at you because of who you are, how you are expected to behave, dress, interests supposedly masculine or feminine and all that. Then think real hard about You, lets assume you are Bob the manly man, who works with some masculine concrete construction job or so. You wear worn jeans and tshirts most days, have a manly beer after hard days work and so on. Now if you happen to be like Bob or similar, i with my godly powers magically make you a transsexual. Well i do not *hugs* because i would not want to give anyone such a nightmare of a life. But here is the thinking to do, as opposed to just crossdressing for the fun or so. Bob, with all his lets say 37 years of manly life suddenly turns into... well, Miranda, the cute blonde who works in a hair salon or something. But Miranda is still Bob, not his body, but all of his mind is and always was Bob. And that i can assure anyone brave enough to attempt really imagining it is horrible. And it is not for a day, this is Bob the man who just cant go look for a heavy construction job no matter how much his brain yells I AM A MAN. And so he has to put up with Miranda's body, and what everyone around expects of 'her'. Well that is the only kind of mind experiment anyone not affected or well educated about being transsexual can do, to try and understand it. Take your own personality, your whole life, and just plop your self into a body of the opposite gender. I dare you to be brave enough and really try to picture it. So i am at least smiling the one hour tv program had a positive end. But i also cried, because i know how hard that persons life must have been from time to time. And i also know life does not change overnight, or even over a month. Memories of the past also dont go away with hormones or surgery. I doubt there is a way to clear all of ones memories from the past, and even if there was that it would all be emptiness. Well maybe i should write no more about this topic, or perhaps i should write a lot about it. I dont think i ever brought it up here before. Maybe because this is the Happy World and here everyone can be who they are. But since the happy world is mostly a place for the mind to live it will only ever help the mind. I dont know what more to write so better i go do something useful of this day. September 07 16:29 I watched some new tv series yesterday, Heroes. It could be interesting i guess, but some scenes were kind of icky. And as far as watching things on a screen i also saw about 28 Weeks Later almost thought to go snoop at it today but so far have not decided. And if i havent decided now i have a feeling if i try to get a ticket this late it is too late for premiere even for a Princess. But it was scary and i wonder a bit if it is continuation of the 28 Days Later movie. I did see that one about 28 days but dont remember all of it. Anyway the Simpsons movie is probably a lot lot lot more fun, and so maybe i should go see that before anyway and think a few more times before i go allow myself be scared in a dark movie salon. I think maybe movie tickets could be a nice not so pricey thing for my pampering pages later too. I sort of thought a long time to write what i think about movies anyway. Sure i am no review expert or anything, but my opinion and thoughts might be just as worth reading before going to movies as anyone elses. Perhaps worth a bit more actually. Hmm... i should bring Ture along he would love to review movie theatres popcorns. I actually dont buy their popcorns but if anyone is a popcorns expert it is the blue little snake. Oh well i should figure out what to do with rest of today. I changed the comfy fluffy chair to an office chair, it is just more lazy to sit in and do some creative work or so. Fluffy seat is way more fun though. September 06 23:45 I think i go to bed early. I feel sleepy not sure i will actually sleep but bed corner looks so nice and two hugbears are waiting there as they often do. I wake up the little webcamera tomorrow again and try to get some webthings done, today was nice autumn weather but tv news mentioned worse weather on the way. So could be a good weekend to hide inside for warm hugs and being creative. Hope everyone has nice days. *hugs* September 06 14:42 Going to have a warm bath before i head outside in the autumn. I have to help Mr Bear bring a paper about some money things to sort of a banking place. Wich reminded me my super nice bath bubbles and scents are almost all used up. And i want new, they are very nice and also very long lasting niceness. I had 3 bottles from the Body Shop i think they lasted 2 years together. I will snoop if they still keep them and add to the pamper me page, and i expect someone to make sure i get nicely scented after every bath. Ofcourse then it will be the choice of giver wich scent they think i should be bringing along nearby me, but i like that idea. My scents have been like an exotic fruit salad so far, passion fruit, mango, and papaya. I only had the bath & shower bottle not their whole series of things. Swedish webpage says they cost 15$ each or something wich is what i remember, and then anyone can see one bottle can be used for many bubbly nice baths they are great gifts for a Princess and dont cost a fortune. September 05 21:06 Simpsons are always fun. I just remembered yesterday, Homer sat with a lie-detector to answer about seeing an alien. So he was told to answer yes or no to questions, and then got the question of 'do you understand?' and he said yes... *boooom* the machine exploded. Poor Homer it is not easy being him. September 05 18:28 Uh oh... DI fm happy hardcore channel has a good bouncy music DJ Brownout mix on just now. Mix name is 'here take these drugs' i hope that is about headache pills no illegal substances. I just reacted on the mix title, now off i go to have dinner all alone. Because i have no dining company, only Mr Bear waiting with yummy dessert hugs when i am done eating. September 05 18:08 Hugs to Mr Rabey from UK it is nice to find email from people i know have been around here long. And everyone else can be told he is right about it, what to sell items for depends quite a lot where they are sold. If i listed a cozy cloak on eBay i would compete with people or companies who can have really low prices. Even if items would be made from exactly the same materials, another creator might import cheaper fabrics from China, or why not import finished products from there. Nobody sewing where i live can ever compete with low wage countries in that sense. But anyway appearance makes for a lot, not just the product but how it is advertised and as in Mr R's example with cars, if they are sold in a small garage or big flashy dealer garage. Could be same car, but regardless of service levels or honesty when trying to sell, people with more money are likely walking into the big car dealer. Maybe just for free coffee and cookies while they look at cars, but anyway. People with less money to throw at things will find places to shop that are likely to have lower prices. And yes that is a bit of a silly thing almost every human has built in and goes right alongside the whole 'look at my pricey brand clothes' thing. Because people around anyone can only 'respect' a brand if they know about it. On the other hand there is another side of that, and it is a person wearing some clothes, or driving this or that car, will themselves know what they have. Not everyone cares much about how others look at what they own, some put their own knowledge first. Then there are others who are the exact opposite, there are probably names for them. Brand-whores or whatever. Oh no not a nice word to use reminds Lady Bear. Sorry. Anyway my idea from yesterday could be thought of as a big one. It is about the whole sexy thing. Well not mostly about that, but about who entertains who... and who is supposed to entertain who. Make a guess. Think about an average castle in any movie, does the Princess dance for the court jester? Nope. Does the Princess change clothes to please her (loved) peasants or knights when they are granted a visit for some reason? Nope. While i realise a firm and sudden turn of things around to the exact opposite of what most might expect around here i still feel it is the right thing to do. There are a few reasons for that decision being the right one, none is about me thinking a sexy princess is wrong. I have been one, but i also got tired of it. I guess i could say it right out in the open, it gets a bit old when one gets used to that kind of attention. I am sorry but that is how it is. *hugs* I dont plan to suddenly become boring just for that, oh no. Everyone is still free to admire me, have lustful thoughts about me, worship my perfect body and whatever you want. But it will not be encouraged, i will not do any sexy kind of modeling. That doesnt mean i cant wear supposedly sexy clothes though. But this also means i am seriously thinking of retireing both some older modeling photos, removing tourists photo comments, and deal with other things too. The happy world can be quite entertaining without much sexyness. As far as sexy goes i will just provide links to that kind of fun. So now here is one thing as a hint about how things can be here, instead of what might be found elsewhere. Old idea i had, never seen it done by anyone, but here goes... 'will you strip on your cam for me for 50$?' and me would today and any day in the past answer 'no i wont'. But if a happy world citizen, poor peasant or wealthy lord, asks me like this 'would you let me have the honour of sharing breakfast/lunch/dinner with me?' and the citizen pays the eatables like a gentleman would. Then yes, we can have that kind of nice friendly 'live cam show' together. Now that would not matter if a poor peasant citizen can spend 5$ on my lunch or a wealthy lord thinks i should have a 200$ dinner a saturday evening. I would enjoy both, if the company is a nice person. And that is just an idea i had a long time for how citizens can sort of grab me if they want to chat. And i would get to cook things to share on webpages, hopefully not always just home baked bread and soup but maybe sometimes three course dinners with a good wine and champagne for evening. And yes i know that kind of dining with your Princess is just virtual, but i would love it because i have imagination. And nothing stops whoever finds this kind of cam chat idea fun from eating in their corner of the world too. It might also work to just pay for a bag of popcorns and chat in the evening. And yes there will be free time to chat also. I also have this idea about a community kind of website with only hugfriends. That would be so nice. So dont be surprised when things change in homepage the coming days, because it will. At least that means something is happening, even if a bit slowly. *hugs* September 04 17:52 I just got an idea. Some are going to think i am crazy, but you know what? I am not, and i think it is a perfectly fine idea. At least for a Princess it is quite an ok idea. Because I am allowed to expect certain things from people. I will have to go have a little huggy meeting with Mr Bear again. Oh and Lady Bear too we need to ponder on some things all together. September 03 21:37 [link] There it is, a sewing page i should probably sort of have created long ago when the blue dress was actually created. Because that was not even this year. But anyway sewing gowns like the ones i wear at home is not done in a heartbeat. I sometimes think it would be more fun if i could wear only dresses i created myself, that would take a lot of time for sure if i want them decorated nicely too. But there is a certain pride in wearing well made clothes created all by ones own hands. It is a bit like the difference between buying a yummy blueberry pie at a restaurant, or searching for blueberries in the forst first, taking them home, cleaning them from leafs, and baking the pie in ones own kitchen. That can make home made pie yummier than the best one could buy, just because one got the idea and went through a time consuming effort to enjoy the result. Well something like that anyway... as for any sewing pricing, i think now i go have a little meeting with Mr Bear about that. I sat here fiddling with one webpage hours, Mr Bear looks like he need some hugs. And i should perhaps find more efficient ways to share webpages. I did learn a little about CSS yesterday definitely worth using from now on. September 03 16:09 One absolutely fun thing here is... some people look at clothes and judge people by what they wear. And everyone knows brands are important to some. That is why an exactly or very similar item, lets say a hand bag, will cost either 100$ or 10.000$ one has no brand the other is a Louis Vitton or something. I saw a test once in UK and a woman who had heaps of pricey clothes handbags and whatnot, could barely see wich handbags were designer ones or much cheaper. Also people on the streets typically assumed the normal cost handbags were pricey but the pricey designer brand bags were cheap. So go figure that out! What i have to figure out is what the clothes I wear are worth, not so much for me but if i ever create to sell something it needs a price. So if i set the price for one cozy cloak to 1000$ does that make them more luxurious than a more sensible 200 or 300$ each? I just cant figure that out. All i know is what prices others have, and how much time it takes me to sew something. Time is valuable in many ways. Oh well i ponder on that a little while i snoop for sewing pictures. September 03 15:43 I just found an interesting email again today. And yes i waked up in afternoon because i started my beauty sleep just after an hour of what most people look at for morning tv. Anyway it is once again about sewing things for others. I get those emails sometimes, not often but i always end up having no planned answers. Probably because it never was my first idea of a priority for homepage to make a serious looking happy world shop and all. But it certainly is something i would find very fun to do, creating princess gowns and cozy cloaks for those who want them. And so i got an email today about my blue gown, the one i have been wearing many days and will actually have to replace in a while. Not for growing out of the size but because it is just getting to be a little too worn for a Princess. Anyway to Mr H who i do recognise the email address for, i will just make it a priority for today to add a new page in the sewing room. And plop back the old rather simple shop page wich does not really have anything openly for sale because i will keep no stock. But i can calculate approximate prices for sewing and another kind of important and limiting factor generally is wich sizes of this or that dress can i even make. Because even if i sew very carefully i am not educated in that craft, so i cant really offer sewing for size a pattern does not cover. Sure i could try... but the end result might not be the best and if someone really really want some sewing done outside of pattern sizes i have, hunting a source for another pattern might be better. Although many patterns i have at home could be really hard to find, some are old some are just plain rare. But one never knows what eBay has listed, that auciton site is a goldmine in many ways. So now a cup of tea then i go snoop around computer and find the old pictures i once took when i was creating my own blue dress. And pattern sizes for that design i have are 8-18 wich apparently is European size 34-44 so i cant sew smaller or bigger than those ranges any reliably. But anyway now i had a priority button clicked for today without even having any made for citizens yet. Actually one of my biggest gripes about sewing to sell anything, is the insane postage pricing of the swedish postal services... it costs like 3 times more to send an equal sized package from here to US than from there to here. That is just, weird. Or maybe i missed something last time i send something outside Sweden. September 02 19:42 Waked up with boring headache today, i think it was just sleeping too warmly. Weather changed from summery to more autumn so castle heat was turned on and also bed covers are warm and pyjamas and warm hugbear hugs too. So i thought just water would help but so far it has not, and it makes me a bit negative. I am sure i will be ok soon maybe just have to eat and drink more water. But live picture is off, and i am actually thinking to keep it off a while again. I am really sorry for those who like to snoop on it, but like i mentioned longer ago i got used to it and keeping it on every hour was no worry to me. Nowadays it appears somehow to bother me if i just leave it on in a corner to snoop. Maybe i should just let it be on during planned cozy evenings or so, i dont know. Or i could wait and see how many, if any, happy world citizens care about having it on more or less time. Anyways for now live picture is off, and i am pondering more important things. Hmm Mr Bear actually just shared an idea worth thinking about lucky me i get some help thinking or i might be doing nothing else. September 02 04:15 I can say without a doubt, the things some people swallow in Fear Factor for a chance to win 50.000 dollars... i wouldnt even for a million. I dont consider that a fear factor its just a disgusting factor mostly, and i wonder if they are sure certain icky ingredients are safe to consume. I challenged a fear most people have built in once, the one of heights. And i dont mean flying in planes because i find that very different. No, i climbed up a 10 or so meter pole, to jump off a tiny platform at the top and try to grab a trapeze thingy instead of falling down. Ofcourse i had safety harness and such things we all did. But it sure does take focus, at least the first time probably for anyone, to climb high on totally unsafe things and jump off. I mean i knew i would very unlikely fall to the ground or so but still, that little safety line is not the first thing brain cares about when doing such things. It notices the height, the tiny steps to climb up on, the swaying pole, the small people below, all those things come naturally and one has to actively remind brain about the safety line to get on with the task. It was fun though. I dont think i will ever go skydiving or other more or less dangerous things. Also hugbears worry too much if i would, even with safety lines or whatever there is always a tiny risk of failure. And so i will stay safe, there are many fun and safe things to do even safe adventurous things. September 02 02:29 It is getting late in the night, and feeling a bit tired after watching Reigh of Fire movie in the tv i think i move to cozy bed. Not really planning to sleep, but watch more lazy tv and hug my hugfriends. If i fall asleep so be it, and i keep a cozy cloak on bed if it gets chilly and i end up sleeping on top of bed maybe Mr Bear covers me. Mr Bear often tries to go to sleep after me to make it so i dont have to fall asleep without him awake nearby. He is so kind, i feel the same want Mr Bear to fall asleep with me awake smiling beside but one of us have to sleep first. And we dont compete, sleep comes with it wants. Hope everyone has nice weekend so far i do. I will again think about something important on bed, especially if night tv proves boring. Some might one option for decision i will ponder on is boring, but then again... i already decided I do what I want and those who like it may stay around. Because that is the only way the happy world can live long and prosper, like some science fiction person said i think the Spock. September 01 16:47 Lady Bear thinks i should hide the naughty kiss my ass photo, she may be right. *hugs* Well she always is about things like that, if anyone knows how to be a proper young lady it is Lady Bear our great queen. But i will just hide that away with other more or less naughty photos, just dont tell her. *giggles* I think there will be a new photo of the royal me too this weekend, if not for anything but to have enough photos for the 21 pages links are prepared for so far. The king and queen find it almost silly that i have not yet made any photo wearing the happy world crown, any of my pretty flower circlets or the very much liked tiara Mr Bear gave me a recent Christmas. I almost feel sad now reminding myself how much i have not shared, but i will do as i preach and do the best of today and into future. There is no point in letting past affect future a lot, and that thinking includes feeling bad about past things that can be done good and put behind. One thing i do miss might be a truly regal cozy cloak, all mine are just kind of plainly luxurious no decorations or anything like my home sewn day gowns. Except the black cloak with fur, but i think i mentioned earlier i made a tiny thinking error when making that i will make a page about it in sewing room so anyone else doesnt do the same. No sewing flaws, i sew very carefully. Just that the result ended up less wearable than i had thought. But that is one thing to bring from past, things to learn from into future. Hope everyone has nice weekend, i will keep myself busy and hope by next weekend we can all share a superyummy cake. I dont know what to name it, but the superyummycelebrationcakebecausehappyworldisbackandtessyrulesweewee!-cake may work. Maybe that needs a little thinking help, like naming four new hugfriends might too. September 01 15:14 Since i noticed in the snooping google analytics for last month, and also do know from past, i will start with what is generally most popular here. That is the live picture, and pictures, and video clips. I never did record many little video clips from webcamera but that doesnt mean i cant. They will still have no sound but newer webcamera i tested long ago and it does create better video with especially much better colours. So i should perhaps not write about plans here but i do anyway. Today plan is to get picture pages databased (wake up little garfield webmaster! ) for convenience, wake up live camera, and finally create the main homepage for everything your Sexy Princess Tessy may be up to. Because that will be separate from the normal regal me, wich some may find boring but i know some prefer that and it just does not mix. Dont worry the starting pages will be close together and linked to whatever is related to them, but still remain optional wich one you click to and read news or such on. And to not be totally slow i will do like when slowly reopening photo pages here, i add something old but new to the sexy photo pages also. I do have ideas for both sides of things and one will not affect the other much besides the obvious that i have to spend time on both things. Wich i will do as long as there is interest enough. September 01 01:30 I am going to have to add, that not only will i find some help to decide for future by Citizens but also from... Google Analytics. Yes that is right, you all are being analyzed. Interesting reports from last month include, visitor loyalty, most popular content, bounce rate, and search keywords. Well those are the more useful reports, i guess visitor numbers could be interesting too. But the thing is, i could actually see around how many frequent returning visitors there are here, those that have come back over 100 times in a month. That is 5% of you, so big *hugs* to you 5%. And to not be too uncaring i also hope the many (82%) who only visited once bounced away somewhere else and found something interesting. Not that i know what would be more interesting than me me me me! Anyway everyone knows Google and it is likely both their adwords advertising and their statistics are some of the best tools available. I used adwords in the past, i know it works to get visitors. Just have to plop in a credit card, decide a daily budget, maximum bid and wich words and such. But i will not bother with that this month i kind of like the happy world not too crowded, partly because there is only one of me. September 01 01:01 Only one hour into the new month, but guess what i found energy from somewhere so i think i forget caring about sleepyhours it is not so important. I can be creative a while instead, i do know it is much needed. I live by the rather nice rule of going to bed when i am tired, just like i eat when i am hungry. Not many people can do that but i always found it a luxury better then many other things. 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